Pictures. (:

Some random pictures i've

i've nothing to do,thus i'm posting it out. :D

Hi,sihua. My pretty lady.
♥ :D

They're my envies Love. :D

From left : Sophia,Sihua :D I got-cha! You can't run! :D
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Here's my 2 years odd sister.

I love her damn loadxzxzx outta sudden.

& i've the urge to post her cute & pretty pictures out! :D

Enjoy okays! :D

Warning! : Becareful that you might fall for her. :D

Here's a little twist she gave. :D
What a femine lady uhrs. (:
Oh,this is cute! :D
Her smiles,kills. :D
Ain't she cute?
She do all the posing for me to shoot. :D
Nice smile she had uhrs? :D
Okay,she isn't ready. Let's get one more nice one.
Good job! Nice one! :D

Here, she's my sister,my ♥. :D

Takecare & bye! :D

She smiles at you! :D

I'm sure you'll love her to bits & pieces,like how my
♥Baby did.

Ho. I'm uber bored! Any kind soul to entertain me pretty please? Tsk!
I'm just back home from my dinner outside @ Taban Garden. :O!
The place sounds so unfamiliar to you isn't it? Ha! Nevermind,forget about it yo! :D

Well,the reason why i keep posting is because,i'm so bored & also. I've got nothing to do,so i come here to post. Sorry uhrs. I'm really bored,can't blame. :D Well,my sister keep pestering me to watch barney with her. Fyi,she's only Two years old plus,going three this coming July the 29th. That's her birthday. :D Althought she's sometimes really a IRRITATER,but she's still my sister after all. She's cute when she don't irritates me or come fighting or quarreling with me. You must be wondering,how can a two years old odd girl quarrel with me,this fifteen odd years girl huh? Ha! I tell you,she does! She's damn damn damn good in speaking english & good at her ability of learning things. She asorb real fast i must swear. Well,after all,i just wanna say. I LOVE MY SISTER,FYN TOH PEI XUAN (FTPX) (:

Okays,i'm getting bored,shall go now. Bye! (:
I might be posting again,ha! Stay tune ehs! (:

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Baby,i'll be waiting for you to be home.
I'll not sleep until you sms me,saying that you're home alrd. (:
Takecare & i miss you. <333

Raining kittens & puppies,sucks! -.-

Woke up at 11am today. Supposingly to meet up with baby @ 12 noon to accompany him to Jurong west Stadium to take his Bronze swimming test. & then,i forgotten that i had tuition today @ 12 too! Damnxz me. Tsk!

After which,woke up & then send a sms to him to tell him that i'm unable to go. & then after which,i prepare alrd & then outta i went,to tuition. Shagg.

I din't have the mood to have tuition anyway,i suddenly feel like i'm uber stupid. I can't understand the chemistry lesson thru-out the 2 hrs. I'm only able to understand bits & pieces here & there only. It's not like i din't pay attention,i did. But however,i still don't quite get what the whole matter is all about. I felt so stupid that moment of time. I admit,i'm stupid. Tsk! >:(

Tuition was being delay by 5 minutes plus plus. & the thunder & lightnings are kindda scary. I'm so scared that the bolt will strike me(thinking too much,BUT IT'S POSSIBLE HOR!). & then i called my mom what to do,then she told me to either take taxi home or take bus to Jp & changed to 243w. Of course,due to laziness,i decided to take taxi home laas. *Big fat smile* When i'm almost reaching my house,i on-called my mother to come down to pay for me the fares. :D

Bath-d immediately when i reached home.I'm not the smelly smelly me hor! :DD
Well,baby say i've weird habits. & that's ,i'll keep finding myself smelly when i'm not smelly at all. No matter what,whenever i sweat,or after i sweat,i needa bath immediately,i don't care whether it's not smelly or not. I just can't stand myself being so sticky. Oh gosh! Tsk tsk tsk.

Tuition's speed is too fast for me to catch up,how? Shitxzxz.

Baby's going out now. He's going to Fo tang. I'm home alone,so bored! Tsk tsk tsk. Shitxzxz laas..
Okay,whatever it's i shall go back to my msn-ing with sihua & peoples. (: Byebye.

Good Friday,with baby. (:

It's Good friday today yo! (:

My good friday spent with baby at taman mac.d.
Had my tuition early in the morning,10am. This is a timing,where by,i'm still in my cosy bed,sleeping soundly like pig please. & yet! I've gotta fucking force open my shaggy eyes to study. What for? For the sake of getting good grades. Scarifice,scarifice,scarifice(continues my chanting.) it all ended at 12pm & after i had my lunch,i had my bath & went out to meet baby to study at mac.d (:

That squeezy 179,freak manzx! Wasn't able to board the bus. :( So had'da wait for another to come. It's lucky that the second one is kindda empty. (: Before heading to Taman mac.d,we headed to JE,supposingly to get his Ez-link card made,but! The both of us totally forgotten that it's Good friday,which means it'll not be open & we shagged upon reaching there,seeing the gate closed securely. :( Siand,thus train back to lakeside & alight there to take 240 to taman mac.d.

Started doing some works after i reach there. & that guy..i'm speechless of him. He hardly do anything,sat there & stone. Shitxz him manxz! Bite him today,ha! He's sucha irritater! Keep irritates me. I think he can't do without tickling me for a day,he'd die i suppose. He's sucha a pervert,so much of love in tickling me. Weird hobby of his uhrs? Say yes to me please. (: & then,i start to slack. Thanks to who? Thanks to that irritating guy. :D Reached there at about 2 plus 3 until about seven. Bus-ed back home with baby & then took 243w with him. Alight at the place where he onced used to always walk me home everyday,he wanna have a memorie flash back i suppose? So i accompanied him. (:

2008's good friday with him,& i hope that there will be more. (:

I'm falling in love with this song - Oxygen by Colbie Caillat. It's a meaningful & nice song. I'll put it as my blog song asap,why? Cause i wanna change something new. I've yet to hear anyone using this song as a blog song. Ha! Oh ya! Forgot to add. I can't find the full song of oxygen in Imeem. Shitxz it! :( So i'm trying means to get it uploaded into imeem,but i needa wait for a moment before i can get the codes. So,stay tune & wait for the song to be uploaded then. (: *Beams!*

Okay,well. I started to realize,i've got so much for physics & chem to catch up with. It's like having tuition,yes i'm having it. But it seems to be like,from the start till now. I don't kind of quite understand & yet,worst thing. I din't wanna fucking open up my mouth to probe the question. How F* can i be? Stupidxzxzx! Tsk,i've gotta buck up ald,FELICIA.T! :El

Baby isn't home yet i suppose? He told me that he wen to have his dinner alot & he's now at Gekpoh,oneself. Slacking over there. I wonder,where can he go to,to slack? Is Gekpoh that nice? No,i don't think so. Ha! The lousiest "SHOPPING CENTRE" i ever knew,sucks. Okays,whatever it's he promised to call me at around 11pm. & i make sure he does,if not i'll get his ass hot! *winks* Try me,not. You'd die. (: (You knew,my whacks are hard & painful eh? Heh heh *Evil laughs*)

Oh well..lyrics time! (: Enjoy it before you go,i'll miss you. (:

Oxygen-Colbie Caillat.

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feet
Like bricks underwater

How am i supposed to tell you how i feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby let me be your lady
I will make you happy
Never gonna leave, never gonna leave
Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And so i found a state of mind
Where i could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside down to a place
Where you've been waiting

How am i supposed to tell you how i feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby can i be your lady
I will make you happy
I'm never gonna leave, Never gonna leave
Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy for you

You dont wanna keep me waiting
Staring at my fingers feeling like a fool

Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy
I'm never gonna leave, Never gonna leave
Oh baby let me be your lady
I will make you happy, yeah-ohhhh

Tell me what you want,
Baby tell me what you need
Anything i ask baby give it to me
Baby give it to me, give it to me

Give it to me, give it to me
Baby give it to me give it to me

Ha! Without me even realizing. Two more weeks time & it'd be my NAPFA Test alrd. *Horrors!* It've been so long since i last went to jogging/running & things like that. I'm so afraid that i'd fail my NAPFA test. Shitxz,i needa go run alrd.

Perhaps i'll be going to run tmr with sihua accompanion. Go jogging jogging. Teeheehee! :D Drain away all my fats,so that baby will have got nothing to say to me regarding my fats alrd. Tsk! >:) I'm targeting to drain away 2 kg of fats. & i think that's possible if i wanna to. :D Jiayous in drainig away fats. Ha! :D

Oh ya! I feel like going to work yo! I really feel like going manxz! i can't help but to keep thinking of that senstive money issue. My mind is all about ($)-this dollar sign manxz! Money money,drop from the heave please. :( Rahh! I want alot alot alot of Dollar sign notes. >:# & i don't wanna spent my parents money like as if it's just normal wasted paper alrd. I needa consider for them before myself,that's what i should really do,shouldn't i?

All the gadgets,stuffs i wanted,i'll buy it with my own savings or money i earn. I must know that,the situation ain't like before alrd. I ain't that "rich girl" people onced used to call me. I'm just that normal me. (: I'll have more self-independence over dollar sign. (:

Oh,Realise that there's alot of up coming stuffs. Well...

Jurong's 44th annual sports hit,was being held at Jurong west recreational stadium. (:

Woke up at 5.55 in the morning. Went to get myself ready & meeting sihua over at her house. Her mother cooked my share for breakfast. So nice of her mother eh? Thank you very much yo. (: & the vemicellies is pretty nice though. (:

After we had our breakfast. We rushed down to the bus stop to wait for Limbin & etcs. After which,we went to buy drinks from 7-eleven,thirsty eh. ): Then,headed back to the bus stop to wait for them to alight. They're sucha slow pork. :O! Ha.

Slacked for awhile,then headed to stadium. On our way there,it's raining cats & dogs. Awww,it sucks. Got a little drenched. Then we went into a coffee shop ,as the guys wanted to buy breakfast. They're complaining that they're hungry. Ha! & then slacked for awhile,then headed into the stadium. Shitxz manxz! My class is sitting at the place where we'll get all the raindrops drip on our heads & all. Freak!

& everything was held,then prize presentation,& this years champion house is Zhong(Red) house. Shitxz manxz! Where's my Cheng(Blue) house? :( Then we headed to swimming pool. Was chit chatting inside the swimming pools for hours while waiting for Jungui & weiqiang(grandpa) to reach. D:

Headed back home at 2.30,had my bath & everything & offta i went for my tuition. Was freaking hell tired laas! I fucking fall asleep in the bus & also while i'm working on my sums! :( Shitxz me right? I know i know,how pro i'm to actually do all this sio! Ha.

Next week's my common test 2 week. & i really needa find a accompanion to accompany me to go library to study alrd! I've got no much time left alrd sial! :( Chinese,clear! The rest! Especially,D&T ,Humanities and Science. I needa score well,if not i'm sure to flunk alrd.Study study study,mug mug mug.

Mentioning about N'level next year,i've starting to panick alrd. & also,i've gotten my goal set. I wanna be the top few scorer for my N'level next year in the whole school. Well,jiayous to achieve this results then. (:

Also,talking about tuition. Perhaps i'm not going to continue with the maths tuition ,home tuitino & guitar lessons alrd. I guess i needa let my parent's income to have a break alrd. They have many many holes in their pockets alrd. This is so sad upon hearing it. :( Freak,i wanna get a job laas! :(

Bye,i've homework not done yet! :(

I fucking wanna own that Sony T300 Camera!
Any kind soul,or rich handsome guys or Pretty ladies willing to invest it on me?
HA. What-a-joke! What a "investment"! Pretty bullshit! :O
I'm getting a little high over taking pictures on a random timing,random day & with random places & different people of different scenarios! Hey,like you imagine. Taking pictures of people's natural actions instead of a stiff postual. Which one will look more natural? Of course the one with natural actions being done!
Taking picturses to your moods. Ain't that cool? Taking pictures to suits your likings,ain't that great?
&&&! SONY PSP & IPOD NANO! I want them in my bags right now! Grant me that wish! Ho! :D

Okay Okay damn,slap me awake. It's nighttime & i knew. But Felicia! You're not sleeping yet,& moreover. No day dreaming allowed! :(

Shitxz! I wanna own that camera of my own! But,you see. I've got so fucking many things to save up money for. Everyday in life,you can't live without a single cent in your pockets holes. If not,you'll definitely feel so odd.

I've got freaking hell lots of stuffs to buy! What-a-materialistic-girl-i-am! :( Say,it's sad please! :(
& i swear. I won't use a single cent of my parents from now on to get things i need/wanted. I'll try to save up on my own instead! I'm a good girl ain't i ? Say yes please! Ha.

Sony T300 Camera,IPOD NANO & SONY PSP,here i come! Wait for me right there! :D I'll soon own you & get you stuff right inside my pocket holes! :DDDDD

Do miss me,bye earthlings! (:

Back-d home! :D

School.
Before heading back home,was slacking outside my class benches. Was playing/chit-chatting & stuffs like this with Cliques. & then we were playing around. & then,out of the sudden. I feel like eating Ice-cream! *Slurps Slurps Slurps!*

First time,asked Weiqiang grandpa to help me buy. & as for the second. Asked Yewsin,limbin,kevin,& garrick. But none wanna help me buy. They're so damn irritating,tsk! >:) But they are funny though. :D Ended up,yewsin decided to help me buy,thanks yewsin! :D

After which,went home.

Oh ya! I'm so damn glad that i'm still the top scorer for my chinese common test2 manxz! & i fucking improved! Congrats to Felicia.t! :DD I got 36.5 /50 which i improved 4 marks compared to the previous common test one. :D I gotten an A2. Shitxz man! Aiming "pa jiao" ! -.- I'm left with 2 more marks to get A1 you know! :( This is so sad,i know. Well,,nevermind. I did improve anyway. I shall jiayous! :D

Next week is my Common test2 week,which means,no more fooling around. Gotta buck up & strive for common test 2. Needa get even better results. Shall Work harder! :D I wanna go to Library,who will wanna accompany me there? Oh well,i wanna study study study! Bug Bug Bug! I wanna get all the worries & stuffs like that outta my mind! Anyone help?

Oh ya! I fucking got my handphone dropped twice today on the floor by two different people. This makes me wanna Hit-the-wall-and-die! :( That phone is going to last me for two years,which i guess it'd be hard in the case i see for now. :( Pftttt! Help me. I needa protect my Handphone from all the HARM! :OOO

Alright,i gotta go! Toodles! :D

I wanna wanna wanna get 4A1s for my CT2 results.
5 to 6 more weeks to go & it'd be the start of my Mid-year.
Okay,scary one upon hearing the arrival for Mid-year examinations.

I had my Chinese common test two today. I din't know how to write two words & the rest are all so-so. It's not very hard,nor it's very easy,just moderate. Passage are "Chimology",close passage 's word choosing are,chimology too! & i've got no confidence in standing firm on my level,First. I wanna maintan the results i achieve. But it seems like i'm getting more & more lazier each day. Gosh,i've gotta buck up more alrd manxz! :(

Reached home at about 2.30 plus. Went to bath & then switched on my computer to "type type type!" Hahahas! Well,that's my hobby what,can't change. :P
Bullshit,my physic & chemistry is still so weak,how am i gonna achieve the results i wanted? 4A1s & 2 B3 or B4? Damn?! I really really needa mug hard for this week alrd.
Will be having our 44th annual sports day on thursday @ Jurongwest sport stadium. Which means,no school. No school = no time for revision from teacher! Fuck! :( Nevermind then,shall study on my own. & i seriously need pick up a story book to improve on my writing alrd. It's like my english is going down the drain now. So sucky. Okay whatever. Shall work hard to improve on myself,because! I seems to have got no ENGLISH lessons for this whole term one & two. The teacher is so lousy. Tsk! >:@

Okay okay,gotta go. Needa find nice blogskin to change to! byes! (:

Alright,i'll try to update this blog as often as possible alright?
I'm so bored now,i miss him so much.
Hais,whatever. Bye!
♥Baby,i miss you! :(

it's dissapointment,shitzxz!

Please get the fucking facts right,fuck!

If not,stop all your bombing.

Idiotxzx,fucks!

Felicia's here! Scream scream scream! :DDDD
I'm so bored & sihua wanna me to update my post here,so i'll do it now then.(:
Had YESpic competition at AES.Fork manxz! It's damnt unfair lorrrs! Whatever! We lost anw,but well,it's onyl a friendly match only,no big deals. o.o!

I'm so bored! Shitzxz it!
I finished my tuition english comprehension passge & school homework alrd!
Tmr i'll be having my chemistry test,wish me luck yo! (:
& i needa finish at my vocab by tmr 3.30! Jiayous felicia! (:

Alright,shall turn in soon.
Toodles!

With love,
Felicia!

Arghhh! I'm angry laas! :(
This is so sad okays! Fivesomes,sayang me please! :(
Awwwww,felt like hugging junli so much outta sudden!
Jun li! hughug lehhs! :X
omg! Sound so despo please! Horror!!!
Aiya,pardon me laas,i want hughug now ma! :(

Aiya,forget it


Really forget it if you don't bothers anymore. Forget it okay,no point making compromises.
& i din't take your love for granted. Perharps it's the other way round i see.

Hey,back to blogger! C:
Well,i won't be blogging much about my personal life in this blog,more on my Lj. :D
But well,you ain't be able to read all those post unless you're someone i know & have added me in Lj as a friend of me. :) If not,too bad then. :D *Beams*

Will be changing the blogskins again alright,so stay tuned! :D

xoxo,
with loves.

Am reconstructing my site now. It's all under maintances. I'll blog here too,but not as often as My Livejournal. Takecare & i'll get things done asap! :D Nighttimes! :D

I decided to close down this blog,& move to Lj,sorry for being so flicker minded,changing to & fore. Sorry,get the new address from me in msn. (: Do takecare & i love you guys.

Very first day of school! :F

Hippeee! :D Today's the very first day of school,looking very much forward to this day,which's today & it has finally arrived! :D School today was great,no lessons were being conducted,instead lots & lots of fun we had today! With my new classmates,3D(tri-weety)! Orentation day today,lots of programme lined up for us the whole entire day. It's simply,playing! :F Geeez! I'm damn fucking glad,i've sucha cute classmates & funny weirdos. Although they are somehow naughty,but they really cute! & it's just today,our class had lots of bonding,alot! Yes,cool! :D I start to love my class alot.

Recess was rather late,11.10. Wow,but well,great! It's only my class & the thru train class. Sihua complain alot to me,how bad the bonding was in her class,so dead,so dull. She don't know how she's gonna endure it,for like two more years. Hohoho! & she said,she wanna come over to our class,as our class is super cute & cool! She's having her heart over at Tri-weety,instead of her class,3C. Hohoho! & i fucking miss her oks!

Well,brenda sat beside me,in class. Hohoho. Disiciplinary check today,i passed,& that's for sure! :D & one bad news! Mr Lim,our school DM! Is my form teacher! & my co-form is my ex-chinese teacher,Miss Ng. Hohoho! No more fooling around,if not,we're gonna get our ass whacked! D': Hahahahas! Joking eh. {: Also! Mr Nur,is my Mathematics teacher! Oh my gwad! *shievers*

Having the two of them as my subj & form cher,it's more than enough alrd,cause i'd never dare to hand in my assignment late or never complete my homework anymore. & i'd be very very attentive & unable to sleep in class ANYMORE! Oh oh oh! Well well well,nairmind nairmind,it's also a good news for me as,i can study in a much better enviroment! Yay-ness! :D Good,2008,it's a great start today! Looking forward for more surpries! :D

Oh,& school ends off at 1.15 today. Like usual; jungui,kevin,me,sihua,dawn,garrick,yingyou,limbin,zhenghua,koonleong, & etcs. Sorry if i missed out any. We gathered around after school at benches to have some small talks & then,off we go. First to sophia house,then me & sihua to bank to take our money out,then to KFC to find the rest of the guys. Ate my lunch there & off we went,back to the backgate of our school to wait for bus 98 as we're heading for tuition. Today is my firstday,tuition at jungui's tuition center. Yeah,& i was attentive like,wow,surprising. After which,we headed to jurong lake park again,for don't know what reasons,then,me & sihua thought,we had guitar lessons today! Omg,& when we went there,rushing like hell,the person told us,there isn't any lessons today,like,wa! Sian half! D:
Hohoho,but well,we walked home,had alot of heart to heart talk with sihua. Thanks for your comfort girl! I Love You! :) Thanks for being there for me when i'm very down. I promise,i'll find a way out,asap!

Status : MIA :)
Sorry,i don't know what i wanted,just give me time to settle & sort things out,i don't want to hurt you by dragging this r/s for too long. Sorry,i'll sort it out real real soon. MIA

I want this watch alot! :D

Omg,i fancy a watch from Roxy. It's white in colour,& it's damn nice i tell you. Now,lemme show you the picture. Damn nice ok! :D

Now you saw? Isn't it nice? Oh My God,but i din't never get this watch,cause it's selling in austraila not in singapore. Sad thing. If only i had this watch,wow! I love it!

& damn,i've yet gotten my school bagpack. I want that bag from Roxy too,that blue & red one. It's nice ok,wao lao! Nairmind nairmind,i'll wait until the new list of collection from austraila to be out & listed in the website. Hopefully there's nicer bagpacks this brand new year! If not,am gonna pray hard that the blue & red bagpack i wanted i selling in singapore,if not. Bang,go die. :(

Oh ya! & i saw a few Roxy wallets,hahas! It's nice too,but too bad,it's all not selling in singapore,it's only for me to look & for me to fancy. Not for me to get,not only until mother brings me to austraila. Sigh! No more austraila,but thailand. Well,better than nothing. :D Still,i'm able to get nice & trendy t-shirts there,cheap ok! :D I'm looking forward manxz! Will get my girls some stuffs when i got there! :D Girls,wait for me! :D

Oh yes! Tomorrow is my first day of school,& i'm super duper excited please! I'm so damn happy! Yes,very very happy! Am able to see my new friends & my old classmates! Of course happy laaas! Finally,able to wear upper sec uniforms,it's one of my wish to wear upper sec uniform as the lower sec uniform are a loads of crap. Hohoho! Minus lower sec uni,plus upper sec uni equals to Yayness! :D

Also,i'm meeting my girlfriends tomorrow at jurong point(?),& have our lunch tgt! Too,i'm looking forward to tomorrow! & i'm having my tuition @ 3.30pm with jungui,kevin(xiao bu dian = xbd) & sihua(babe)! :D New year,new life,new start! :D

Goodbye to 2007,Hello to 2008!

Goodbye to 2007,hello to 2008! :D

First post of the new year,2008. A year,which i look veryy much forward to,yes. .
Went fo' countdown @boonlay with my schoolmates,had fun. Yes,although not very much fun,but i had fun anyway,it's better than nothing. Fireworks aare pretty awesome,however it's only a five minute one. How sad,vivo city had a fifteen minute one,tsk. Haha,but it's ok. I did enjoy myself. Had heart-to-heart talk with sihua. It's been sucha long time since we had heart-to-heart talk session alrd. Babe,don't cry. Smile for 2008,forgive & forget 2007. It's so yesterday alrd,forget it. Cheers! :D

Having to ask her to cheer up. I,too have to cheer up. This few days,alot of things are going through my mind,alot of thinking made up there. It's tiring & also sad & confusing. Babe,be there to help me,ok? Pftttttt,i want a smile,not a gloomy gloomy face. Alright,buck up Felicia Toh. Keep your smiles on,& be happy always. Study super hard! Add oil,Felitoh! :D

Goodnight peepos,have a goodtime! :3

Yes,no? I don't know,forget it. Tsk.

The last day of two zero zero seven.

Today,its the last day of Two zero zero seven. Everything has an end to it,same goes to everything i had gone thru this year. It also has come to an end. I'm glad,having this year as a growing up point & something for me to understand & to remember,not to make the same entire mistake all over again,let it be a lesson learn. Hence,i've grown up alot thru alot of things. Alot of ups & downs i've been thru this year,it has everything ended at the midnight,twelve today.

Although,i had alot of ups & downs this year. Alot of unhappy things happend too. It will end very soon,i'll throw it to the back of my mind,& tell myself to forgive & forget. Let two zero zero eight a happy & a enjoyable one for me,i wish.

This year,i admit that it's a totally slacking year for me,i din't put in my whole heart to study,instead. I'm fooling around,creating troubles,making teachers mad at me,making a fool of others,like as if we're some clowns that come from the circles. It's enjoyable,yes it's. But,sadly,when it comes to exam period,i din't study hard enough for my last minute work & the results that came back,was totally dissapointing to even mention about it. It sucks like,totally.

Next year,two zero zero eight. It'd be a fresh new year for me,& a whole new beginning for me. I made my vow,to study hard next year & stop all those foolish acts & stop acting like a clown which din't make people laugh their lungs out. This is my vow,i say it,i mean it. I'll balance out my study time & playing time. I'd never mixture time in one bowl anymore. Having the both of it in one bowl,theres only one conclusion to me,& that's the end of my eudcation,equals to,no hope. & i tell you,i won't let this happen,never.

My new year resolution,is to get top five in level position & have a peace of mind & a good enviroment for me to study. & get things that i wanted very much for. (:

Let everything unhappy to marks it's end & turn it into a history. Let the new beginning leads us further in our teenage life. :D

& i confess now. (:

& i confess now,i love you (: ;Linzhilin

I'm thankful,that i'm able to confess my feeling to you guys now. So finally,i've been catching my breathe in this relationship,hiding away from those views & comments that might have about us. I know,i'm very selfish to do that,i'm sorry.

Wondering why i would confess so? Thanks to some random blogs i went to,& after a long thoughts & decision made. (: Thanks to that Random blog & sihua . (:

Perhaps i might have alot of different views & comments from different people,people whom i knew or some i don't even know. I won't further more bother about this anymore. It's now about me & him,if anyone wanna comment about it,i'll leave it to be so.

P.s zhilin : Now,that's all i can do for this relationship. An assured one. (:

Alright,new blogskin. [:
Well,i can't stick to a thing for long time.Hehe,so pardon me yup. :D I'm always so flickle minded laas,i know i know.But you can't blame me on that right? It's not what i wanted,it's nature.(excuse) Hahahas!

Alright,'nuff of craps. Hmmm,actually i din't have much things to blog about,just wanted to post somethings thus i clicked "Posting." Hohoho! & it lands me on this page,so my itchy hand starts to type a loads of rubbish.

I'm damn effing bored for the entire whole day,i'm stoning like usually i would do if i had nothing better to do (Catching my breathe!) Ironed my uniform this morning when i woke up. Three sets in total,like wow,tired manxz! Anyone interested in helping me to iron my uniform? Hahahas! I'm just kidding eh. [:

Hohoho,a few more days to go & it's time for us to return to school alrd! Get cracking with our piles of homeworks & project lohh! Although it's tiring to wake up early in the morning & force our eyelids to open,dragging our heavy feet & unwilling mood to go to school,but i don't know why,i'm still excited about going back to school!

I bet,i won't have much stuffs to talk about anymore,i might not be as talkative as past,why? Cause sihua is not around with me anymore! Someone whom i can turn to when i'm sad,someone i can talk to when i'm bored. We always share the common topics to talk about,like obviously,alot! But sadly,not anymore next year.

I ain't sure if i'm able to make new friends from my new class,3D next year. Cause,lemme tell you,i'm weird of a kind. Yes,i'm! Know what? I'm super duper talkative when i'm with friends i've known for very long & i can joke around & crap with them,yes very much likely. But next year,i doubt so. But well,i still have sheryl! [: Although we ain't that close,but we're still friends what.I'll learn how to be more sociable then,if not i'll be lonely to death. Omg! =.=!! Not forgetting Jungui,kevin,brenda,joyce. They're also in my class. Hohoho! Hope next year din't be a better year that i can look very much forward to,& hope i'd get to know more new friends. [:

Alright,my hand is sending data to my brain to ask me to stop craping as it's getting tired alrd. Hahahahas! Oks,i know it's super crap,but that's me you can't change. :D byebye!

I'm looking forward to Ninteenth January! : D

Ninteenth January!

I'm looking forward to this day manxz!Hohoho!
Twenty-four more days to go,& it's gonna be my sweet fifteen! :D
Hmmmm,i wonder what can i do on that day! ]:

My dream schoolbag!

Hahahas,i'm gonna save up the money,& get it for myself on my birthday! :D Hohoho! I wanna get a new wallet too,hahas! : D

Hahahas! Lemme make my wish now,hehe,i know very kiasu la,but i'm high now ma! :D Ok,now lemme start.

1.To have a lasting friendship with my girlfriends! :D
2.Get good results & get top 5 in level!
3.Get that roxy bagpack,hehe! :D
4.Get w910i!
to be with him alap! :D

Lalalalas,a guy,bully me. Don't let me sleep late. Bad right? I know! :D Hahahas.

Went to see doctor early this morning,so damn early. That sun still havent shine till my butt "chao da" ok! ]: My beauty sleep! ]: Oh ya! Without realising,7 days more to go till school reopen! Omg,happy till siao ok! :D

Meeting sihua like usual in the past. Go school! :D Then meet Dawn,at interchange then to school! :D lalalalas,happy happy happy! :D

Okok,gotta get going alrd! Hehehes,goodnight! Toodle! :D

Hellos,i'm here to post.
Tsk,bad news again & again..
My stupid sister,went to spoil my laptop's keypad.
What the hell right? I know. tsk..

Well,i'm home everyday,what the hell,very boring lorhh! ]:
argggg~ nothing to post,shall post again tmr. [: byebyes! [:

Merry Christmas in advance! [:

It's boring,tonight. ]:

Oh well,it's christmas eve tonight,& it's gonna be christmas soon in 1hr & 45min time. Oh well,i'm stuck at home,bed. Big big pfttttt please! It's christmas eve tonight & i should be celebrating with my friends either tonight or tomorrow,but a big big pfttt again,i can't! Wost still,i'm sick just two days before christmas! What the hell manxz! ]:

So what now,i've gotta stuck my butt at home,bed. Using laptop on,alone,like what the hell. Tsk,i wanna go out & celebrate with my friends lehhs! Wao lao! Forget it,it'd never happen,perharps next year's christmas. Oh~ How long manxz! Tsk,let's wait then. Shucks!

Well,Wish you guys a Merry christmas in advance first. [:

HOHOHO,MERRY CHRISTMAS! [:
It's special,tonight. Lights on! [:

Merry Christmas in advance! [:

I'm bored,thus i'm here to blog.

Yeah,feeling kind of low just now,at 11pm. Yes,obviously.
however,goodnews. I've conquer the battle of moodswing. [:
Three cheers to Felitoh. [:

Alright,shall post again.So,toodle! :D
sorryboy,

I don't fucking know why,why issit that it's always you all,my family members,who don't fucking bother to believe me? I don't know why. Why's that so? Tell me,what have i done so wrong,that you all don't believe me?

I really wish to study hard & get good results for you all to see,but you all just don't fucking bother to believe my new year resloution,it's like,i'm nothing in your eyes. Someone in your eyes,that can never do well in anything.Never. It's only you & your pride in your heart,never was it me. I've never made you felt proud of,i'm just like a bunch of shit to you,worthless. No matter how great i did in my exams,it's never enough.

Many times i asked myself,why should i bother to study hard & get good resutls to let you all compliment me.It's all up to no use,so for what should i do all this? Even though i've gotten a higher marks for PSLE,than other of my cousin,so what?! It's like you're never proud of my achivements,to you,i never did anything that have ever made you proud of.

But i continue,wanting to achieve a better results,this time round,it's not for you all to be proud of,it's just for the sake of me,wanting to win others in my acadamics.I don't admitted that i'm defeated. Never will it happen. It's now all proudness & pride i want for myself, & not for you all. So,forget about that i'll tell you how great i did in my studies next time round,simply forget about it. Yes,all. Just treat it as i never made you felt proud of.

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Goodnight,toodle!

My Day Out With My Girlfriends! [:

M sweet & lovely five girlfriends! Hahas,went out with them to bugis today! Yeah,like so finally after so long since we last met out tgt for shopping. & it's like,wow! Great! Although at the very beginning i ain't in very good mood,kind of foul. But well,after going to neoprint shop,my mood changed drastically! Wow! Haha.

Took alot of neos. Shall upload the neoprints picture asap. [: Don't blame me if i'm plain & way to lazy to do so. Cause,i'm a damn damn lazy! Hehe,pardon me. [:

Went to pepperlunch-express at bugis,chit-chatted awhile & off we went,home. However,it's only me,junli & wenxuan heading back home. Sihua & teojiahui went off to bugis street once again. I don't know what teo wants to buy. Hahas!Well,gotta rush home due to mom's call. She's like having he moods on high hikes. Omg,shouting & screaming like mad over the phone. Fyi,i ain't deaf las. I can hear,needn't shout. So,what to do? Gotta obey her rules & get home asap lor. Sigh,it spoils my mood like so totally can. Tsk,i hate it so damn much laas. Hate those curfews,those naggings,those shouting & screaming over the phone,rushing me to get home asap. Like,whrtever! =.=! She's always like this,never change. Nairmind,i shall wait till i'm old enough,to go out as late as i want & to stay out at late night. Hurmps! [:

Oh ya! Girls,sorry but i've got a piece of bad news for you girls. Perharps,i can't join you girls for christmas celebration this coming week. I'm utterly sorry about it,the main reason is cause of my mother. Yeah,she kind of having foul moods now & then recently,can't change the way she's always giving me curfews & groundings. I know it sucks,but well,what can i do? But to obey her words lor. Bo bian. So pardon me. & enjoy your outing & celebrations alright. [:

Soon,after christmas,i'm going to get my uniform,so damn long can! Tsk,how long do they need to make my uniform arhs?! Two months alrd lehs,wao lao! Damn it! I'm craving for my new uniform oks! tsk tsk tsk. Oh ya! I'm broke now! No much money left with me to buy my school shoes! Die! Can't let my parents know,if not,they din't kill me. Hohoho! >:/ Sorrys,but sorry las! I gotta buy presents for my god brother,as his birthday is coming & moreover,he's my best didi oks,although we ain't very close? xD

Well,i still have yet to get my new bag pack & pencil box & my wallet! Sucks! & i want denim shorts & skirts & tube dress! arghhhs! so many things to buy,so little money to spent! Tsk! >:/ & my numurbanmale havanians! I want it! Omg laas! yeah! & without me realising,very soon,it's going to be my birthday alrd! omg! So damn fast right?! & soon,i'm going to get my NRIC alrd,when it's my birthday! Hohoho! I've got pink! [: Hehes,don't get jealous by then eh! Hahaha,soon it'd be your turn,hehes! [:

Alright alright! It's 3.04am in the morning now,& i'm still wide awake & blogging at my cousin's house. hahas! She's sleeping like a dead log now. Oks,gottaa get going,shall post up soon. [: Goodnight earthlings. Love ya! [:

this is not the perfect blogskin i wanted,gonna get it changed again,so let's wait & see. [:

Alright! Misunderstanding cleared!
Best Friends Forever! Our friendship will never be less than one minus two. [:

Marshmelloweans :
Pangsihua!
Teojiahui!
Khorjunli!
Ngwenxuan!
Feliciatohyinghui!

LOVE!

4 Years & still counting relationships,it's not gonna end like that.

Ps Teo/Wen: I din't expect everything to end up this way. I din't know that the tone that day i had on you,you mistooken it as i was venting my anger on you. I really don't know. I was seriously just kidding. Perharps i sounded harsh,but i really din't expect that. I din't expect that it's a form of rudeness or venting anger. I'm sorry for that,i apologise & as for the sentosa thingy,i also hereby apologise for the last min back out. Sorry.

it's a four years & still couting relationship,i won't let it end just like that. It's my fault,& i know i should & must apologise for it.Yes,i definately does,still treats you as my BESTFRIENDS,the five of you,it's definately a yes.Sorry,i knew,the feeling of being ps-ed isn't good. I know the feeling. but i'm really sorry,there won't be the next time anymore,i swear.

I knew,this small little stuffs made alot of unhappy start between the five of us,i know. Sorry teo & wen.

I promise,i won't let this fours years & still couting friendship to end like this.I'm sorry.

Hi earthlings.

Feeling rather down this few days. Just couldn't figure out the reasons that made me so. Hopefully i'm able to cheer up bahs.

Yes,i got my job quitted yesterday. & yesterday was my last day at CELCOATINGS. Yes,that place is real boring,& deadly. However,it's because of that place,i gotta know alot of new friends who treat me really great. I'm glad that i have sucha good friends. Without them in CELCOATING,it's absolubtly a no motivation to go to work. Can you imagine,that you gotta sit at that place for hours long & facing that metal parts like an idiot? If there isn't any entertainment from them,it's like,i rather not work anymore please.

However,although it's really a very dreadful place to go to,but i still miss them all. Yes,even the uncles & aunties there. Some uncles & aunties treat us really good & the cheenas over there ain't as bad as we always thought of. yes,i really couldn't bear to leave that place. & yeah,defiantely if we're fate,we'd meet each other someday. (:

Of course,i felt really sad for that cheena hunk. Like,omg. So what if he's a cheena guy? Can't he be a boyfriend of dorothy since dorothy has alrd confessed her feelings to that guy? & now,she's trying to say he's not her cup of tea because he's cheena. -.- Like,whatever?! How can you be sucha person? Tsk,why i've gotta know her manxz?! But well,luckly it's the last day at CELCOATINGS. (:

After my last day work,i went home to have a bath & a change & then out to IMM. with my friends. yeah,went to IMM to eat Ljs. & then we chatted for a period of time & then off we go,sending xinyi to her tuition at JustEducation at somewhere near jurong entertainment centre. Afters,we went to watch people at Fuji ice skating place to watch people there ice skates. & off we go,HOME.

Stood in the middle of the path way to decide where what transport we're taking. & at last,we decided to take MRT back to Boonlay & went to jp for awhile to find jinghui sista's psp cover. But she din't buy,it's way too expensive when yanzheng can get it at a price of 10$ for his psp. & that fellow sell 18$! Omg!

& then went home,took 243W home,phyco jinghui to take 243W with us as she wanted to take 243G which it's having a long queeue. Sista,don't liddat laas,accompany us laas (: hehe.

Back home,changed & on my laptop & started blogshopping & replying tags. Chatted with jinghui sister on msn for a moment & then chatted on phone. Yes,feel great chatting with her although it's the first time i chat with her on phone.& cheer up oks? Don't get too upset! & the secret lies within us only oks? keep it tight,don't slip it out oks? Thanks you sister! (:

& then,i had a diarrhoea and then was sleeping like a log. DEAD. -.-! Stomach pain like what the hell. Squat in the toilet & fell asleep there! Omg right? I know i know. cannot blame,too tired & my stomach is way tooo pain. thus i squat in the toilet & then....fell asleep! -.-!

Don't know why,i kept sleeping today. It's like i'm so tired,way too tired to even move myself outta beddy. Woke up at 1 pm today i suppose? & then went online & offline. & then went to have a piece of cake ate & then, at about 3 plus,i went to sleep again! woke up a four plus as my stomach is real pain after eating the maggie mee & ice-cream. Tsk,if not for my greedyness of food,such things wouldn't have happen alrd laas. :( Neverrmind! I'm fine now! :DDD

Hohoho,just finish my dinner not very long ago,and i'm here posting & updating my blog. Yes,don't wish to let readers to think that i'm letting my blog rotting away. & also,peepo,my bestfriend is opening up a blogshop,currently selling second hand goods,but in a good conditions. So if you're interested,go & have a look then .(: Visit now!

Alright,gotta get my feet shuffled & get going alrd! Byebyes! (:

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Sigh,i don't know why,it seems like the bonding between gay & i is drifting away. I ain't sure why too. It's the strong feeling that told me so. I don't want it to happen,seriously. I don't know what to do. & also,the bonding with teoteo,junjun & wen,it's drifting apart so desprately now. I'm so loss,i really hope,my friendship with them will last thru a long period of time & it'd still be as close. Girls,i miss those times together so much. When will it return? I don't know. Drifting! :(
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Ps. : Gay,it's not your fault,don't keep saying sorry or words that sounded so guilty alright? I'm perfectly fine,i din't be ok soon. I'm strong girl ok. (:

Well,got home at 6.50 plus. Gone to work like usual. & tmr's my last day there. Like so finally,i'm leaving that hell-ly place. Lols!

I'm seriously tired. I don't know. i just don't wish to involve in relationships,it makes me feel so uneasy & so insecured. Seriously,i had enough of hurt,times & over again. I really wish to know why. Why guys famous sentence din't never change. Forever it'd be the same old sentences/phrase. "I promise,i'd never leave you. Never. Trust me." Do you think i dare to even believe in this word again? Sorry,it's no more. I'm so sorry that it's really no more. Not even say trying.

Pfttttt,had so much of emo post recently. Omg! i should stop all those emo post manxz! It'd be killing people off laas! Tsk,

Alright,that's about it for today. Do takecare & bye! (:
Yes,i do. But sorry,i can't.

hard to believe,pftttt!!

Ok,posting time!

Yep,like usual,working today. Raining quite heavily this morning while i was about to get out of the house,or should i say,it's raining quite heavily & is just that i don't know about it? Hahas,no choice,i'm too pig.Haha,you can't blame me for that. Blame my parents for it,bringing up sucha piggy daughter up. Haha!

Dorothy & joey,that two funny girl din't came to work today,& i ain't aure about the reason why either. Hoho! Hope that they din't be back soon tmr,misses their lame jokes. Hahas! :D

Well,i just got home not quite long from guitar lesson. Met Teojiahui after guitar lessons to have our dinner ate @ Newgekpoh catering. Alright,the food there..uhm,not quite bad,still up to my standard = Accpectable. (:

& then,walk back home with them. Yeah,missed those times with them. Hardly can we spent so much time tgt. Just recently manxz. I thank god for the chances he created for us to let us girls,gathered tgt to enjoy our simple meal. Though it's a short & less convo one,but i still love the feeling,though it's feeling abit weird,without talking to each other like how we used to chat in the past. But i'm sure,the feeling will soon be over & we'd be back to the same old days. (:

Like usual,went blog hopping around my girls blog. Came by sihua's blog. Read her most recent post. Posting about "Forever" , "Girls" & etcs,kind of forgotten about it. But well,this caught my mind, after reading her post,about guys promises. Yeah,i kindda agree. Promises made,should be hold & held with. But sadly,there currently isn't any promises made that is being fullfilled. But well,i suppose this is humans' nature. Promised you so firmly,that they din't never leave you,never to stop loving you,but it's all fake. Yes,totally. I effing agree too,that there isn't such thing in this world called Forever love. Never. If you gonna believe in such things,i warn you,to be very careful then.

Yes,i gone thru all the hurt before. Yes,very much likely,i'm now facing problems trusting guys. i really ain't sure if guys i known can be believed or not to. I really don't know. Now,for this,it brings me a big headache. Pftt,i really ain't sure what to do.

A heart can't possibly when it wasn't even a whole to start with.
A heart that broke,din't even had emper time to heal,came another situation.
A heart,locked so safely,that the goods guy(perharps) can even enter fully.

I seriously don't want to have another hearbreak-age anymore. The hurt i had before,is more than enough for me to deal with. I'm now,not finish healing my wounds,there came another
problem. Tell me what to do,will you? I'm so scare that i might hurt you for the situation i can't be sure of. I really need help in this.

Oh well,enough oof emo posts. It sank my heart down. So,stop it! Now,lemme announce a good thing! But kind of sad for me though. & that's. I'm quitting this friday! (: Hahas! Good news to you guys eh? but sad thing for me.

No work = No money,No Jinghui jiejie,No dorothy,No joey,No zhilin.
No JOKES & LAUGHTERS~! No more~ :(

Sigh,but i suppose it's time for concentration for studies alrd ba.

Alright,it's 9.40 now everyone. I suppose i shld end my post here alrd. Do take good care everyone. It's not a very good weather these days. Goodnight! (:

Towning with my precious girls! :D

Went towning with my precious clique girls :

Teojiahui!
Pangsihua!
Ngwenxuan!

They're someone i can never forget okay! :D I love go towning with these girls,& also not forgetting,my other girl,KhorJunLi. :D Hahas,see..you're not forgotten ok! :D

Hmmm,let me eleborate what we did yesterday then. :D Here i go..

First we went to cineleisure to shop around. & then to pasta mania to have our lunch. Hahas! & Tjh,Nwx,Psh. They ate Bacon(?) Aiya,something like spahgatti. & then i'm the only who ate pizza! :D Yummy oks! :D Hahas. & then again,we go shop ard for about 5 mins & we proceed to The Hereen(?) .

& then,from there,we saw alot of people,at NewUrbanMale shop snatching their havanians & flipflops. Omg,is like,crazy~ Felt like buying one havanians for myself,but i can't spend my money away just like this when i've gotten money.

& then,Tjh & Nwx brought the same bag. me & psh brought the same bag too. Yeah,thanks to psh phyco-ing me,& my 29.90$ fly away~~ Hahas! Even though i really like the bag,but my heartaches man! Hahas!

& then proceeded to fareast plaza. Went there shop around & then teo brough a tube & supposingly she wanted to get a cardigen,but none she likes. Thus,she dint brought any. Perharps the next time round to bugis,we might buy ba. Hahas!

& for me,i brought a Polo-tee shirt for someone. Yeah & met him after i reach jurong,at the bus-stop. & i pass him the shirt.

Alright,it's all about it.Hmmm,lemme think about what i should buy next time round! :D

I need/wanna & wish to buy ..

• NewUrbanMale Havanians(White)
• Electric Blue Cardigen.
• Demin shorts
• Demin skirts

& alot more,like blouse,printed tees,roxybagpack & ipod nano! Yeah..Alot right? It'd cost me a bomb manxzs! :( Tsk. Nevermind,forget it! :(

Surprise!? I got online today? Why din't i work? Hahas. Oks laas. Cause i'm late for work & also,i'm kind of sick alrd. Headache & gastric pain. I'm super hungry now! :(

Oks then,i shall end here. Takecare,toodle-oo! :D

It's like all reminisces.

Hi earthlings! :D

I'm going to town later on with :
Pangsihua.Teojiahui.Ngwenxuan.

Yeah,i suppose we'd be crazy womens later on manxz! Hahas,like usual. We're always so crazy when we meet each other. I suppose it's cause,it had been a long time since we get a chance to get out & it's like,so hard then can we get out shopping.

I'd treasure the times with the girl. But having mens. It' makes me feel so weak. Sigh,did thought of not going with them & back-out the very last min. But i din't cause someone asked me to go & enjoy with them.So yeah,drop of the idea & go with them.

Speaking about yesterday. I went to Houyu korkor's house @726. Somewhere near my house. Yeah. I went over there & he teach me science. Hahas & we had alot of fun. It' has been so long since we last chatted so happily alrd. Yeah & it's great chatting with him. Like past,he still dotes me alot. He's still treat me as good. & i went to his room ,wanted to play PS2 in the first place. But end up,non of the games he had suits me to play. So..i asked him to Download Auditionsea to let me play at his laptop. & he really went to download for the sake of me. :D hahas,thanks korkor! & i while he's checking out the NBA stuffs & downloading the game,i was lying on his bed,waiting for time to past & for the game to be finish loaded. & like finally...

GAME FINISHED DOWNLOADED! :D

& i played audition,& he sat beside me,watching me play. & i told him to try. Hahas! I laugh like mad laas,he looks funny playing audition. He said he's very slow in reaction. Indeed,he's VERY SLOW.hahas! & then i went to jiejie's room to play audition with her,as korkor wanna sleep alrd, & it's 9+! ok! He said he wanna sleep,& he have yet to have his dinner & he wanna sleep. Omg,he's uber pig! Tsk tsk tsk.

& i & jiejie play audition like some mad kido. Hahas! Bo bians! We're getting too high when we got a chance to see each other. I miss those childhood times. Yeah & i still wanna say. This two cousin of mine,is still the best,& i love them really alot. :D

Well,i've got secrets,that i've decided t let it unknown. I don't wish t let too much peepo t know about it,as i seriously want t concentrate on my current studies. Other than that, i don't wish to hear any rumors about my current life that might affect me t study. I just want to study real hard & get top few in level position on any occasion of exams. & i seriously wanna improve on my english. I wanna strengthen it. I find that,english is much more important than chinese do. Yes,definately it's. But soon,both didn't be equal level of important-cy. Meaning,i musn't only strengthen my english & also my chinese. I gotta brush up on my chinese like,so damn damn much. My chinese is like worst of a kind. Gotta brush up! Add Oil Manxz!& well,woke up at about 9 plus this morning. Yawnxz! Din't work today,as today we,students, needn't go for work. For some reasons being. Lazy to explain/elaborate it. :D & then i wanted to sleep until the sun gonna shine on my butt,then will i get up. But too bad. I've gotta go to school & buy my Sec 3 books next year. Yes,& also my school shoes. Before we got to school for the books. We went to DBS BANK to get the money. $414.47 . & i've gotta use my OWN money to buy my school textbooks & school shoes. Like pathetic me right? Pampered me then. :D Ok,back to topic. & then,the total cost of the book cost me , $190 plus. & i'm left with $200 plus. & i brought a skinny jeans & a converse shoe. Not school shoe fyi. Wanted to get converse school shoe in the first place,but mother disagree to it. Like what the fuck laas! I wanna buy,it's my school shoe lehs,not hers. Why must she even bother so much ar?! What the hell pleasezx! Tsk! But ended up,i brought a turquoise coloured shoe. It's mainly white & the secondary colour is turquoise. Nice ok! :D & i've planed. I've planed to ask my father to buy me school shoe from converse. I die die also want to get the converse school shoe,i don't care! Not using my money for my school shoe this time,is my father's! Since my mother don't want to get it for me,then i shall get my father to get it for me then. :D I want two converse school shoe,i don't care! I'm not going to get my school shoe yet! I'm gonna drag until the very last minute,then will i ask my father to go with me & get the converse school shoe! :D Yay-ness manxz! Ok laas,i know i'm very bad to planed this laas,but who ask my mother,i wanna use my own money to buy converse school shoe,she also don't allow,then too bad lorr. I've gotta use my father's money alrd lorr. :D I'll just choose the shoe i want,then i try & then i stand there to get ready to collect my shoe & father pay. :D Whooooo! Love it manxz! Godxz! :D& back home. Raining like usual. & i packed my book slot. God,i've got 4 big bags of rubbish from that slot to be thrown away. Alot right?! I know i know. & the dust is like, omgzx! Make my nose damn itchy. Bo bian,very long din't clear that slot alrd. Sorry laas,plain too lazy. :D Hehes,but at least i clear it alrd laas. :D & then i helped my books to put the book protector cover. :D & pasted the name sticker on my books,with my name on it. :D So cool i tell you! :D Hehes. & like tmr,i'm going to my cousin house @ 726. Cause he's going to teach me science for the time being & mathematics next time perharps. Cause you know,the mathetics textbook of mine is out of stock. Thus,this way,it's hard for him to teach me without textbook. So,i told him to teach me science first. :D

Alright,here. I shall end my post. :D Takecare,toodle-oo! :D

I Found A Long Lost Blood Sister! Hahas! :D

Hi to earthlings that are still wide awake :D Here's a big fat smile to you! Hoho!
Sorry,haven't been posting recently nowadays. Busy uhrs. =X Hahas,sorry anw. Hmmmm,when's junli gonna be back? I miss her so so much! D; Come back soon,laogong. I miss you! D;

& peepos! I recently found a long last blood sister! :D Hehes! She's TohJingHui! & I'm TohYingHui! :D Kekekes,i love her to the maxz ok! :D & yeah,she's cute,fun & loving of course! :D & pretty tooo! I love you,sister! :D

Hahahas,i'm tired like,one of a kind laas. D; But anw,just to post about me having a sister! :D That's the main point! :D

Specially for my Laogong! KhorJunLi! [;

P.S! KHORJUNLI! :

Junli,i've know you since primary school. You became one of my daily nessisity(spelling error,sorry arh.) in my life. You became one of the marshmellowens. You're in our clique. Though i din't inform you about my daily happenings in my life,but that doesn't mean you're not important to me. You're still as important to me. I know,perharps my previous post sounded like,you ain't important to me,cause i told only three persons about what's happening in my life only. But that also,at th same time. Doesn't mean that you're not important to me.Wanted to share with you,but you ain't in singapore currently,wanted to tell you only when you reached singapore & then we'll sit under my block & have heart to heart talk session after guitar lessons.I know you really wanna know what's happening in my life,i can tell you everything after you come back to singapore. & also,sihua & me decided to go your house ton at the 25 dec till 28 dec. 3days 2night at your house. Then 25 dec we go orchard shopping till midnight,then go back your house ton.(: I promise you,from now on,i'll tell you everything that has been happening in my alright? You're my KHORJUNLI oks. [;

I LOVE MARSHMELLOWENS!

• Pangsihua
• KhorJunLi
• TeoJiahui
• Ngwenxuan

Although there's more than this names to name it out. But they're my cloest friend of all. I love them to the max. Without them in my life,my life ain't in the full shape. Without them,i don't think i'm able to go thru the worst day of my life. With them ard,i feel great. I can forget about the unhappiness i once had before & enjoy the times & happiness they can bring to my life. With them,i only had laughters,& nothing else.Girls,you're that powerful that only you guys make my very wonderful day. [; I LOVE YOU, GIRLS! [;

Issit true? Hard to believe in love again.

Hey! Din't work today. Decided not to work today,as i'm utterly tired. Tired like crazy. Omgxzs! :( Hmmm,so how are you guys doing? Fine? Hope so yeah.

It's hard to believe again,i don't feel safe in anyway. Even though it's you. Yeah,you said you'd help me,but it's the action i need to see,not words that i want without actions being done.

I'm fucking afraid of guys touching me,cause of some incidents in the past i gone through,thus,i'm afraid of guys touching me. I'd get very tenses up & i might cry. Don't bother to ask me why. Cause only three person in my life knew about it. & also,i needn't tell you who's it,unless you'd be my very close friend. But even some of my SUPER DUPER close friend,i also din't mention it to them. If you know it,meaning you mean alot in my heart,understand. [;

I don't know how to believe in love again,guide me along.I'm so hurt,how long am i able to heal my wounds? I ain't sure,but i promise. I'd try my very best. Don't bother to lie to me,cause i'm way too sensative. Don't blame me for that.

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Alright,i wanna help someone to rant about him.

To,jerk!(If you happen to came by my blog & happens to read this,i suppose you know who you're & i'm giving/saving face for you by not mentioning your name out,here in my blog!) :

Yeah,some kind of jerk he'd be. Trying so hard to woo her in the first place,& then when he'd got her in his hands,he treat her worst than dirt. It's all his hobby's fault? Yeah,definately it'd be his hobby's fault. Why? Obviously,it's because. He can simply go for gaming for 5 hours straight & fucking expect her to wait for him like an idiot when she's alrd so sick. & fyi. it's not the first time she'd be waiting for him. It's always her waiting for him & not the other way round. Like hello! Imgaine,it's the guy who should be always be waiting for girls & not girls waiting for guys instead. Who you guys thinks you're? What big shot you're to us girls? Expecting us to wait for you like an idiot when you're there, happily enjoying your hobby. & it's like,you're alrd 14 years old. Going on 15 next year,can you guys be like,more mature? I knew you guys can't. Cause you guys are self-centered guys,who'd only think about how you feel & not how we girls din't feel. & it's not the first time i warned you to be good to her. & how many times have you did this to her? Who do you think you're to treat her this fucking way? Many times i saw her crying to me,telling me how sad she's. Do you know,i feel hurt too. Cause the way she told me how you treated her,i think you're fucking way too overboard! & i'd be warning you,she's not your pupet,for you to control in anyway you wanted her to be. For many reasons,she's being hated by your good friends who use to treat her very nice in the past,hate her for the who she's now. All thanks to you,who made the who,she's not. Din't allowed her this & that. Even small tweeny weeny problems,you also wanna find fault & give her cold shoulder. You can hate me for all you want. Cause i'm seriously taking this down in my heart for very long time alrd. & it's really time i should tick you off for what you did to her. It's like ENOUGH! Seriously enough lemme warn you. Don't even think of having her back or tying her to yourself when you haven found another girl you like. Don't try,go breaking her heart another time. I'm serious. Don't lemme know how you'd treat her again,i'd break you into pieces,lemme warn you. I told you & warn you before,treat her well,if not i'd kill you. & i suppose you might think i'm kidding. But fyi,i'm NOT! I'm damn fucking serious. I hate guys doing this to girls,they ain't even up to match with beast. Even beast dotes on their other half more than you,this kind of jerk. Better don't lemme know you go breaking her heart again,last warning to you!

To her : Get over this jerk,he's not worth so much of your precious time nevertheless to say,your tears. It's totally a waste! I'd rather cry for a dog who is being ran over by a car,then this jerk. He's totally way too overboard. I warned him many times,it's him. Who din't take my words seriously to his head & installed it. All he knew was to ask you to wait for him to be back & after he's done with his game,he came back & told you he's tired & wanted to get to his bed for his nighttime & chucking you aside once again,treating you like what? Worst than a dog? Whom didn't listen to it's owners every single word? No! He's no longer you owner for now & forever. He don't worth you. So,you! Get back up in track,stand stronger than before. I promise i'd help you & encourage you. I said it,i mean it. You know,i take my words seriously. Cheer up ok! [ ; Feel free to come talk to me if you're troubled. I'm always here,girl. [ ;
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Random! [ ;

Hey! Just a random post for today,as i'm really busy with work nowadays, & this is a post where i DIGGED out some tweeny-weeny time to post. [ ; Hehes,tired! Omg! Oks laas,super random! Ignore! I'm crazy! Hahas,whrtevr! Just heck care me,& kindly ignore this supre ultra random post. [ ; Takecare! Toodle-oo! [ ;

I prompted why? Can the feeling stop?

Hey earthlings! [ ;

Just got back from work. Yeah,working OT today & tomorrow too. Yeah. & there came 4 new comers. Oh! :O! Some of them,don't even know what dorathy is trying to say. LOLS! Their english is limited dictionary. LOLS! Ok,i know i'm mean,but well. Who cares?! & damn,i'm so sick! Keep coughing this morning & damn cold. After awhile,i'm alright ler. Then working that time,headache like mad! What the hell! Then i ate 6 panadols. Omgxzs right?! Hahas,& you might think,why i so crazy,sick until liddat still work OT right? I can tell you,cause i want $$. Hehes . [ ; Ok laas,sound so money faced.

& then dorathy wants to go home,but that leader don't allowed her to go,cause she's last minute decision. So she was there complaining & groaning about that matter,Hahas! Cause zhilin gotta go home,& din't OT. So dorathy also wanna follow. Hahas! Funny! Then knocked off from work alrd,i sms-ed zhilin,ask him to help me buy strepsils,hahas,then my typo error. Then he called me. Asked me what the hell is that,hahas! Funny him.

He never fails to make me laugh laas. That fish monger,joker! Hahas! & then back home. Home sweet home. [ ;

Alright earthling,sleep early,rest well. Do takecare,& here i go,ending my post here. [ ; Toodle-oo! [ ;

Hi earthlings! I miss you guys tons,thus i'm back to post. [;

How are you guys doing? Fine? Hope you're. [ ; Hmmm,gotta work again tmr! yeah & perharps,going to work OT,with Grace perharps! Hahas. [ ; I love her tons laas! Hahas. [ ;

Well,not forgetting Gay also! I love her more than anyone else does ok! [ ; NO one can steal her away from ME! ^^ Hahas! & well,i'm sick! ;[ Fever & bad headache! ;[ Now the headache is killing me. I don't know how to cure it. It seems to be like panadol don't help on my alrd. I don't know why too. Thus,yesterday i went to see chinese medical doctor;place where i usually would go if i'm sick.[;

& then got back home yesterday night,went online & send grace all the songs. Hahas. & talked with Gay! I miss talking to her laas! ;[ Hahas,i'm missing both Grace & Gay now! Hahas. [ ;

Perharps i can only talk to the both of 'em at night? Perharps ba. [; & yeah,Gay & i decided to buy the same lots of stuffs together.

1. Roxy haversack
2. Nike waterbottle
3. Royal Sports shop's water bottle
4. Converse School Shoe
5. Addidas Watch

Hahas,i'm confused with alot of things. Gay knows it all & she say she'd help me out! [; thanks gay! I love you tons! [;

I don't want to be in this situation,where i'm so lost. I lost all my direction,where should i go,i don't know. It's you or you? I don't know,i just feel the safe & secure feeling with you & you never fails to make me laugh.You,you make me confused whether should i continue anot. I'm lost,Gay! I need you! ;[ I just wanna someone who'd treat me good & care for me,that's all i wanted,so hard? I don't know. I just wanna someone to care & that's so simple.

Alright earthlings! I shall get my feet shuffled & off i go! [; Do takecare! [;

Toodle-oo! [;

Hey earthlings! [ ;

It's been about a week since i last posted? Hahas.xD Sorry to all readers alright,din't update about my life recently. I'm working,that's the reason why. So sorry! [ ; Do come back & tag me frequently oks! [ ;

Hmmm,i've been working for four days at the factory. 40$ per day on weekdays. & 60$ for sat & 80$ on sun. Cool uh? But it's hard laas. I'm so so afraid that i might be sacked sooner or later. ; [ Cause manger wanna us to hit the 20 k target,if not. Thy're going to say BYEBYE,FELICIA! [ ;

Lols! Ok laas. Must wish me lucks oks! I wanna get more money! Thus i might be working Over Time next week. xD Hope i'm able to take it. [ ;

Hmmm,at first,not very use to the speed. But anw,first day of work,i did OT. & i manage to get 14 k plus. Not bad alrd uhr? Hahas. [; & then followed by 10 k ++ everday.xD Trying to get more!

Alright! I shall end here! Do takecare! Byebyes earthlings! [ ;

Hi,back to posting. Nothing much to blog about,thus i din't really blog this days. So sorrys. [;

So bored,went to watch The Game Plan with gay. [; It's absolutely a nice show! [; Yeah,The Rock. Yeah,he's cool & definately handsome! Hahahas,i mean,in the sense of handsome. Aiya! Just handsome in the sense that..shit! I don't know how to explain,just handsome. Go watch the show & you'll know. [;

& then she treat me with a lunch at Pepper Lunch. at IMM. Hahas,thanks Gay! [;

Alright,i shall just end this post here. [;

Toddle-oo!

Oh father,please i don't know what you want from me. Or what i should do to shut your mouth. But i just simply know. I won't blow my top so easily. I won't talk to you anymore. I won't wanna speak a word of you. I just simply hate you. Don't tell me how much you loved me,how much you dote me. To me,nothing's fo'real. Nothing can be genuies. It's all fake.

& i somehow realise,i don't need love. Neither family love nor friendship love nor chemistry bonding between a girl & a boy's love. I don't need any of that.Seriouly,i realise i don't need any of them. Don't ask me what makes me come to realise this..i,myself also can't figure it out why.

Just that strong feeling that told me to study hard,to study well.As for him,i'll continue waiting. But i won't let him know how i'm feeling anymore. I won't chase after any guys anymore neither will i accecpt any other guys. I rather to be alone than to have a partner. I ain't fit to be a daughter of anyone or a stead of any. So yeah,it'd be the best to be alone & study hard alone. [;

I wanna be the scholar.I don't fucking care who'd bad mouth me behind me or say i'm stuck up or whatsoever. I just wanna be the top 5 in position. I don't care,it'd be my wish for next year. & my second wish is to have him back & i'd know how to treasure him. & i wanna be alone. [;

Alright,this post is mend for replying tags. [; Thanks peeps for your taggs yeah! [;

Gay : Hahas! I'll try de. [;
Xinyi : Hahas! Thanks thanks! I'll try de. [;
Sophia : Hahas! I miss you too laas! Next year what class? Err,i not going on the 18 nov,is 10. =X hahas! Well,i'm back anw.[;
Cindy : Hahas,you're welcome.
Jun : Thanks! I miss you too! (:
Jg : Hahahahaas,bloodly ass hole brother! Hahas! never say earlier? I come back liaos! Lmao!
Xinyi : Hehes,thanks!
Gay : Lols! Yeah,thanks! (:
Jun : Thanks! (: I miss ya too! (:
Xinyi : Thanks! (:
Gay : Thanks! Hahas,i know laas. You wu xin laas. Hahas! (: Miss ya! (:
Jun : Thanks! (: Miss ya! (:
Gay : Thanks. (;
Xinyi : Thanks (:
Jun : Thanks (:
Gay : Thanks! (:
Lionel : Lion King kor! Lmao!
Jun : Yeah,thanks! I misses you too! (: Wao lao,after sihua come back,i go holiday,then after i come back,you go..wao lao eh..hurmps! Then when you coming back? I'll miss you like hell laas.
Gay : I miss you! Thanks!
Sophia : HEhes,thanks! (: Miss you laas! (:
Gay : Hehes,thanks.
Xinyi : Hellos! thanks! (:
Xinyi : Hehes,oks. I'll relink (:

Reply the rest tmr. (:

Heyzx! I'm back! [; Miss me? Hahas! Eh,so buay hiao bai! Hahahaxzs! :D

Ok,this trip is rather...

BORED!Can say,kind of fun also,but NOTHING much there,really. Yet mosqz,tons! Dang!? -.-

Hahahahazxs.Din't brought anything for myself. Kind of bored. & i din't really went shopping! Omgxzx! Hit my head off! =X hahahahahazssx! Well,i want to buy a roxy haversack laas.But it's too expensive over there compared to singapore. & definately,it's still the best in singapore's airport. World Class Airport lehhzx. =P Hahas! Cause! The toilet here,in singapore,is cleaner. [; Definately it's! [; Hahas!

Oh,mentioning about the toilet thingys. I damnt it fed'up fo'real! Damn kuku lemme tell you. My fucking cousin. That ,Darren Tan Wei Lun. I'm gonna whack him upside down lemme tell you & that chee bye grandmother of mine. Box her arhxzs!

My fucking cousin,i don't know where he learn to from,to peep at my another cousin,a girl. While she's bathing. & it's not that the door is not locked,it's locked & you know how he fucking peep?! He sat on the floor outside the bathroom while i was watching tv & my grandmother nagging at me,non-stop. He sat there with his game-boy & look inside the door where there's abit of spaces in between. & my cousin caught him. & he fucking dare to denied that he din't peep when my cousin open the door & saw him sitting down there & was panick-stricken upon sawing her standing infront of him. She'd have given him a tight-slap if not for him,being my cousin. She really will slap him. If it's me,i definately will slap him. & i did slap him. I gave him two tight slap. Yeah,two & not one. Fo' he deserve it. & my fucking grandmother. She's there,pampering him like sif ' he's some kind of prince or rather the king.

I quarrel with my grandmother over this pervertic cousin. & i fucking not happy & agreeable with her actions towards my cousin. I can fucking don't need her pamperation though i don't have. But please,by protecting him,you're not doing him any good laas please,instead you're causing him harm in the future. What if he really kanna caught by thr police & he've gotta go to jail. I tell you laas old hag,he'd blame you & hate you for his entire life. You thought he'll say thank you to you in future ?! No way laas please! use your old fashion minded brain to think. Or use your arse hole to think laaas. It's sucha disgrace to have him as my cousin laas.Disgrace my family! Nb! Shooooooooooooooo off aside laas,DARREN TAN WEI LUN! Don't fucking ask me anything,not only until you'vr change ok! Pervert! >;@

Ok,back to topic. The first day we reach there,we went up to the mountain to stay at the chalet. That chalet name Rajah Lodge. Hahas,i tell you. It's damn fucking cold & damnt big i tell you. The chalet is like as if a mansion & you can burn lodges inside at the firewall there.Omg,it's so cool.& then the next few days to shopping & then to another island to snookling. xD Hahas.

Hmmmmm,i shall end here first. Maybe i'll be continu-ing my post tmr [;

Oh well,i'd be off to malaysia soon. Yeah,just tmr! ;( & yeah,i'll be bringing my laptop over,so hopefully i'd have some time to online & chat with you guys laas. (: Hahas! Ok,decided not to sleep tonight,as i cannot sleep at anytime earlier than 12am. & also,i've gotta wake up at 4am in the morning to get prepared. Thus,i decided not to sleep.. ;)

Hey! Guys,tagg me often oks even though i'm away from singapore. (:

Ok,some random stuffs.Have been watching youtube videos about Jay Chou. Yeah, i definately love him a tons laas. He's so handsome so "DIAO" & so talented! like please laas..if only he can be my Husband,i'd be so so so happy! Omggz! ;( But well,like you know, DAY-DREAM! (:

Oks laas,i gotta go alrd,takecare oks! (:

Toodle-oo! (:

Tmr's the last day i'll be in singapore. Will you guys miss me? Awww,sounded so BHB. >.< But,i'm really going away ,for 1 week. I'll be back at 16 Nov, i guess i'll online over there (: Tags will be reply,no worries. (: Sigh,i ain't in kind of good mood nowadays. I don't know why. & headache is killing me. & i guess i've isonmia.

Gosh laaas. ;( Tell you,i have yet been sleeping early for 1 month plus. Lemme tell you,not only dark circles are deeping,eye bags are thicking,not only that! Pimples are popping out,like what the hell! I so-so-so-so-so-so-so Hate it! ;( Even though i'm like super super tired ,but my fucking mind & eyes,just can't simply close it or shut down,like how the computer does! OH MINE! ;( I really don't know what to do,but to stay up to as late as 4 plus 5 am in the morning,before i'm really tired to go & sleep & my mind & eyes are willing to close,if not! I really have got nothing better to do,but to stare at ceilling or day dream. If not,the least i can do is to listen to songs. Ain't my life bored?! Hais,i know it's super effing bored! I know i know,but! Teach me what to do then! Sigh,i'm dying laaas. ;(

Because you din't realise,i'm still holding on to the promises & the feelings. Like wise,it'd fade,never will it.Though we ain't having much topics lately to chat about,but i know that,my feeling for you,deep will touch you soon. Perhaps it'd take years to let you realise,but i've gotta tell you,i'd still be waiting.Boy,i don't know how to express out my love other than saying it out,but you might not like it. Thus,i've gotta hide this feelings,but yet,i wanna learn how to care for you even more.I just really hope,my birthday wish will come true next year.& like wise,i've decided to wait for you while i'll study hard like how you did & i'll prove to people around me,that i'll get top 5 in level & class. I won't let anyone to beat me down. Never! Boy,i really love you,i'll still be waiting.I just hope that you'll miss me while i ain't in singapore. I really hope you still have that feelings for me.

Posting again! :)

Well,woke up at 11 plus in the morning, slept at 4 am yesterday after a long hours of chatting on phone.Well,went to meet Gay at 179 busstop at 12.30pm. & then procceed to Jurong east to re-make my ezlink card.

& then went to gym after i've eaten. & then cycle abit & run abit. Can't run for tooo long,my gastric is real pain & my headache is killing me too! So i stop running like after 15mins of running. & then sat down & rest. Soon,gay also stop & we sat down & rest.Then home.

Forgotten to bring my key out with me & then was waiting for mom to come home. Sat under my block's coffee shop & wait for my mother to be back home to unlock the door for me. Then bath & then comy! (:

Alright,i'm so bored & thus this post is bored too! ;( Too bad! Gotta go!

Toodle-oo! (:

Well,back to posting again. Din't post yesterday,cause i'm darn tired & lazy to do so. Yeah yeah yeah.Whrtevr! :\

Alright,i went to bugis with mom yesterday & she brought me stuffs.For(?) I also not very sure. Perhaps cause i gotten my results yesterday & i din't manage to get in thru-train,kind of not very happy. Damn irritated. Pissed! >:/

Well,i hate hypocites laas,i just don't know why.Ignore me,i'm plain plain crazy & angry over yesterday's results that i've gotten & over some matters of issue. It's totally go to get me crazy. S-T-U-P-I-D!

Having headache now,it's uber pain. It's killing me,darn you! ;( Sigh,how i wish i can have goodnight sleeps,& not those awakening sleeps halfway thru my dreamlands. Worst still,i've been sleeping damn late nowadays,or should i even like correct it,should be,from the starting of holidays i've been sleeping at mid-nights,sometimes even 5am in the morning,when my father were about to go to work. -.-!

What to do? I cannot sleep,i also no choice,dark rings are getting deeper & darker. Shit! ;( Pimples are popping out. CRAZY~!

Well,went out today at 7.20,reached outrum for my dental appt at 8.05,was late for 5 mins. & then everything was super fast,being done! 8.30 plus,& i'm able to go home alrd. Went home,reached at about 9.45? Forgotten,& then helped mom to vcuume the floor & then went to bath & out to meet grace for shopping. Five hours straight of shopping,my legging were super tiring. :/ Chop it off for me! ;(

Grace wanted me to accompany her to her class chalet at downtown east.Agree-ed to accompany here there,but wasn't able to,at the very last min,as mom nagged & pressuries me to go home immediately. Sorry yeah,Grace. Shall accompany you next time. (: Din't really wanna go,cause it's all sec 3 & i'm the only sec 2 & they are all from westwood & i'm the only odd one out. & i don't know a single one of them,only Grace? But then Grace really wanted me to go very much with her,so i agree to go with her. But wasn't able to at the last last last min,SORRY! ;(

& then train-ed back to Jp & then went to look for mom & shopped at Jp for awhile & then back to Gram's house to have dinner. After dinner,i went to sleep for awhile,tooooooo tired alrd. ;( Gonna grow fatter alrd! Omg laas! I wanna keep FIT & SLIM! Anti-FATS! >;@

Okok,not in the mood to post alrd,takecare everyone.

Toodle-oo!

Darn you,fucker. ;(

Darn you,fucker. It's totally not worth it pleasez. & also,it's not like i wanna your money very much liddat. Go & thing about it. 1000 pieces($10)to 20 blocks of flats,which you won't know how long you'd take. & 1 block is like,less then a 200 unit laas. & you gave us 2500 pieces. & expect us(four person) to give it 1 pieces to 1 household,please laaz,common sense also know,unbelieve-able laas. It'd never finish de lorhz. -.- & it's like 25 divide between 4 person,which means,each person only got 6.25$ for hours of distribution laas. Lame-moz.

So pissed off,but well. Not worth to get so angry over this kindda of stingy people. So suckyz pleasez. Darn it. & moodswing came knocking on my door again. Sucks like one kind -.-!

Alright,fyi,i din't took the money from that person,the four of us were damn pissed off. Just treat it as a free service to them then. Money issue,forget about it then,i don't need his smelly & stingy money. Esp. to the wifey of his,so dao. -.-

Well well,not in the right mood to post anymore, & i've yet to eat my anything from morning till now. Pleasez,can someone give me food? I'm so so so lazy to cook. Oh sigh,i think i'd post again at night ba. Takecare!

Ciaoz.

我好累，我们的约定已变成了空白，毫无回忆？ 是吗？ 我希望不是，

Aw,today's damn tired can. Alright,Grace came to my house at 2+ & reached my house at ard 3 plus. Went to Jp 243 berth to fetch her,as she din't came my house before. Hahas! It's the first time i saw her,she's a nice person i can say. Friendly yeah. Hahas! I love her laas,she's super nice can. (:

& then,as she've reached my house,we started to find temp. jobs & started calling every possible jobs that could take us in. But it's like,however we looked for jobs the entire day,almost 9 outta 10 jobs we called,wanted 16 years old & above students. Like,shit please. So what 16? Big shit eh? NO RIGHT?! Wth can!

Alright,then use the computer for awhile,surf the net. Check out temp. jobs online,finally got one,which i'll starting work tmr. Oh,sigh! Tired x 10000! ;(
Well,for the sake of money,i'm willing to! (: Sigh,money is so so so important to me laas. Sians,no money,i can die. Cause,i've far way toooooooooo many thing i wanted to buy. & that's where money takes place! Omg laas! Money Money! Drop from the heaven please! ;(

& yeah,Grace just went back home. At first she thought of staying over at my house,but then,sorry Grace,i've gotta go to Airport the next morning. Sorry yup. Shall come over my house to stay next time oks! (: Hahas,& then i slept at 5 am yesterday morning. Yeah! 5 am ok! Hahas! Was chatting with Grace through-out the night until 4 plus am. Yeah,happy chatting with her. She's not as UN-FRIENDLY as she says laas. She's quite nice actually.(:

Walked over with her the 99/242 bus-stop & accompanied her to wait for ther bus. Yep,chatted along the where there & while we're waiting for the bus. & then walked back home along,with Jay's song accompanying me. (: 我不配. So nice laas,can! (:

Alright,shall post again tmr! & wish me luck for my job tmr! Do takecare & seeya readers! (: Loves!

Ciaoz!

It's gonna be 8pm soon. & perhaps,Gay is going KL soon.So came here specially to post this post for her before she goes sup! (:

>(!)P.S : Gay! Must take some photos of you in KL oks! Especially the pic with the outfit we choose for you! Must remember to miss me,i'm a must miss person oks! Hahas! Ok,sounded so bhb. xD Well,lucks for you over there. & have a pleasent journey over to KL! & have your roti prata when you reach there as your breakfast. Hahas! & lucks for your BGR toos ok! (: You & him are getting quite well alrd. Jiayous! (: I Love Gay! (:

Bye Gay! I'll miss you,definately i do! (:
Ciaoz! :D

我不配-Jay Chou On The Run.

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密

玻璃上有雾气在隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于

描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉　已经不对

我努力在挽回

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协

是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解

一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累

你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Darn,i love this song alot! (:

记得你，叫我忘了吧。你说你会哭不是应为你在乎。

记得你，叫我忘了吧。你说你会哭不是应为你在乎。
即使我配不上你，我还是选着了爱你，即使你叫我放弃吧，我也不会心软，应为你让我懂得，爱，要自己去争取，即使我得等你好久好久，相信我，我会等到那一天，你愿意在爱我一次，而你一次，也是最后一次，我会让你走。

Because you won't know,how much i love you so. Till the day you realise,i'd still be here,waiting for you to be back to me, & it'd be the last time i'm gonna let you go.Even if it's gonna take me years to wait for you,i'd still be waiting here,at the same place,the same time,everyday & night.

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Alright,my mood ain't getting anyway better,how long issit gonna take me to finish the battle against MOODSWINGZ? Anyone,care to help me?

(!) P.S / Moodswingz,you sucks a hell lots.

Alright,back to posting AGAIN!

This post is specially for , Mr/Ms/Mdm/Mrs Moodswingz. All thanks to this Fab. lady or gentlman,whom came knocking on my inner door every now & then.Which makes me damn pissed off & seriously sad.I've yet to been so sad before. Today's the worst among all. All pretty thanks to this Moodswingz,causing every hurt i've got to repeat all over again when it came knocking on my inner door. Almost everyday,i've to tackle with this MOODSWINGZ thingy,& have a hard battle against it. Lemme tell you,i'm sick & tired of this battle against you everyday & night. Can you please,fcuk off. I hate to hear that knock-knock sound from you. It seems to be like,you love to enter my life during the night-times,hardly in the day time. Just simply tell me straight,why? Issit because,at night i'm all alone & i'm weak in my inner door,so you can tackle me easily & win this battle against me?

Now,lemme tell you this,you ain't gonna conquer my life yet,so soon. Never! I tell you,i'll Never Never let you win this battle,by hook or by crook. You gonna get it from me very soon. Lemme warn you this,you're gonna be dead if i'm gonna meet you somewhere in my self-conversation. I'm gonna tick you off. & whack you upside down.You're seriously getting on my nerves. & yet,you still have the chick to come to me everyday,aint you simply courting death? I'd never forgive you even if you turn over a new life,you ain't worth my forgiveness,some chick like you,i bet,you won't even ask for forgiveness. I guess,causing other peoples's inner door heartbreak is your greatest achivement ,or your greatest pleasure? I bet,it's the both. I gotta hit your jackpot. I wanna turn you off! MOODSWINGZ

• 无双
• 最长的电影
• 彩虹
• 青花瓷
• 蒲公英的约定
• 我不配
• 甜甜的
• 牛仔很忙
• 扯
• 阳光宅男

Jay Chou On The Run,我很忙 album's song! I've gotta it all! Intrested? Hahas! Come get it from me then! (: Add me ba!(:

Well well,slept at 3am yesterday,woke up at 12.50? I suppose,if i ain't wrong about the timing eh.Hahas! Uh-huh,then immediately i went out with mummy & aunty to orchard road to shop. Awww,it's super super super duper boring laas.Oh my,it's gonna take my life away shopping with 'em. ;(

Oh well,aunty brought two muffins from Starbucks,i tell you. It's god damnt nice! Oh my! She brought the blueberry & chocolate muffins,ate the chocolate one half-way. & my sister called that muffins - 面包，甜甜. Hahas! Lamez laas.& mom brought a ice blended coffee from starbucks too. Nice nice! (:

& back home only at 7.50 plus,helped uncle to go online to check on his new apartment & put him on the poll.Yeah,& gotten all the songs from my friends! Ok,i was damn damn excited laas! Hahas! Jay Chuo = Love! ^^

Hahas,alright i'll be giving out flyers next wed.at raffles place.Yurpps. 5 Hours in total,$30 bucks! Better than nothing right? Hahahas! I'm money money face ok! Hahas! Ok laas,gotta shuffle my feet & get going to listen to the songs! Damnt nice laas! Love it all! ((:

Post again tonight or would i rather say,mid night, :D Ciaoz! (:

爱你爱的快要疯掉，可是你一句也不知道。

It's Twelve plus,past mid-night. I'm still wide awake. Watch a whole lots of video on youtube.& listen to Jay's new song. Rainbow - 彩虹. It's uber nice please. I really love it. (: I'm gonna rate it 10/10! & the MTV,omg please,it's uber touching.Gay almost cried. Like usual,chatted with Gay thru the night. Night is falling fast every now & then. & my heart ain't feeling anything,just missing him every moment & then. Sigh,i know,i truely know..i shouldn't think of him,but why? I just can't help but to think of him. Is it my fault? No,it's perfectly normal for me to think of him. Yeah,definately.

Reminding of the past reminisces,i'm really missing it. I'm missing it every now & then,those times i & him had,those care & concern he showed towards me,i really missed it all. I really hope i can have it all back,but why? Why can't i deserve another chance? I don't know. Having moodswingz like,can say,every day? Almost? Sigh,i hate Mr/Mrs/Ms/Mdm Moodswingz came knocking on my door everyday. It's really tiring,i'm sick & tired of this kind of live,i'm really tired. Very soon,i'm gonna get worn out with everything,& give up everything in live. Uh-i sounded so emo now. But guys,bear with me,i'm only my trueself when i'm blogging. But well,bear with me yeah.

Hard to get over you,hard to get you on,back in my life. Hard to step a step back,hard to not forget everything we did,even though it's that little twiny weeny bits,it's still that part of the wonderful memories we spent together. & soon,i'm going away from singapore to malaysia next week? It's a sunday morning flight.& i'm gonna wake up like 4 plus 5 in the morning. 7.20am flight to malaysia,gonna reach there at about,9 am plus & gonna have our breakfast & then head up to the mountain which will take us about 2 hours journey. & then check in to the chalet.

Sigh,i wish to listen to his voice one last time over the phone before i go.Sigh,will i be able to get it? I ain't sure. I miss him saying that he'll miss me. & that precious ILY he said to me. It's all repeating over & over again in my head. I just don't know why,that bonding between me & him,i just can't snap it.It's so tight that i cannot even snap it with a knife,instead i hurt myself so.

Boy,i just simply can't get over you,please don't do that to me anymore. Accept my will you? I Love Ya.

Lyrics - Rainbow.
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的怨都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开 我知道更简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开 我知道更简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
RAP
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

Enjoy! Nights for the day,i ain't sleeping yet,sigh. Isnomia sucks! ;(