Met up with baby love just now. I'm super duper unlike myself today,why uhrs? I don't really know the reason why too,just being bit too hyper,HA! : ]

Oh yeah,i'm so friggin' bored now,cause! He's doing his stuff & me,i'm simply rotting yo! :[ How saddening can it be to be alone,facing this bloody hell laptop,doing simply oh-so-boring thing you see.& that stupid cousin of mine,kept snoring,oh my goddes,save me from hell! :[

Damn,when will my hair grow longer? Longer than the length it's at now? When when when? I wanna my hair to grow longer & faster! Pace up abit laaas,stupid slow pork hair! :[ Opps! Cannot scold,later grow even slower,okay crap i know,whatever just ignore me & read the post la! :DDD
*Opps! Attitude seh!* Hehehe.

Why are songs nowadays so damn less ar? I want alot alot alot alto of nicey songs loaded in my laptop! Damn-you! I'm so bored now,i see this phrase repeating & repeating over & over again,now do something to stop me from chanting,rawr! :[

Oh ya! I forgotten to tell you guys something! I'm damn damn damn happy today. Twinny & i is being praised by Ms Jenny Ng(Maths Teacher) that we've done well for our CT2,as the paper is a very difficult paper,& we manage to Cling at least 20 & above. It's a well done thing to her. [: & i swear,she's a very good maths teacher as well as a DM,reason being is because,she have everyone's interest at heart. She is really a caring teacher & it's very very nice of her to gave a us a card,complimenting me & twinny that we've done well. & she say,my hardwork has pay off & she sees that i'm able to cling P1 or P2 during N level maths if i continue this hardwork. I really thank her for those words of affirmation & to compliment me. I must really really work harder to not disspoint her. [: Jiayous FLT! :DDDD

I'll be getting back most of the paper tomorrow so wish FLT LUCKS! :DDDD
Hopes are still visible,Believe in yourself. [:
4A1s are still possible during mid year,Jiayous! :D

It's sucha happy-happy-happy day for me! :DDD
Yipeeyaya Yipee-yipee-ya-ya~~(Keeps chanting non-stop & she wents off)
Tada! :DDDD

I'm oh-so-drop-dead-fuking-bored!
Anyone to accompany me through-out the whole entire boring shit day? :[
I've got nothing to post? Oh-ya,whatever. Tsk! :[

I'm bored x 1000000000000000000000 siol!
I'm damn bored & i'm lazy to practice my english comprehension & vocabulary,which is like so important you see. I'm having my CT2 english test this coming friday & the paper,i guess it'd be fucking difficult. Reason why i infer it this way is because,my damn-it english teacher actually have the cheek to tell the whole class that the paper will have alot of vocabulary questions,what she meant was..you needa rewrite most of the vocab inside the passage when you're answering the question. Which means,it'd be a fucking hard paper! Damn you! :[

I'm sure i'm getting back most of my common test paper this coming week alrd,damn pathetic please. :[ Wish me lucks,many many many okays! :[ I'm crying out soon. Oh-damn!

Alright,i seriously needa get that book asap,to kill time. Shitoxz. :[
Oh yeah,the new songs by Wu Ke Qun is up! :] Damn,his songs are getting nicer & nicer day by day! I love a few of his songs kindda much. So i'm going to get it uploaded as soon as i gotten them in a folder in imeem yo! [: Stay tune yo yo yo! :D

Ciao. [:

The book, Abandoned by Anya Peters.

A Novel by Anya Peters,Harper UK. Retail price : $18

"Abandoned by her young mother,Anya is raised by her aunt--the women she calls her "Mummy". But her place as an adopted child is not welcomed by her uncle,who abuses her emotionally & sexually. When "Mummy" leaves one day,Anya is forced to fend for herself and start life from scratch on the streets. The Bestselling novel is an enigmatic tale of how the human sprit can emerge victorious even in the bleakest moments. "

Quote from : Seventeen Magz. :)

Well,i think this book will be a,when-you-start-to-read-you-wouldn't-wanna-stop-reading-it book. I'm sure it'd be a very interesting one,cause after i read the summary of the book,i already find it very intersting. I bet it must be. :D

I'm going to get this book next week with sihua love. [ : I & her are kindda crazy over reading story books,provided it's interesting ones & those which inspires us in life ones. And not those boring & those which makes you wanna sleep kind. This is the ideal book i'm searching for! Hoorayy! & i'm getting it like,next weeeeekkk! :D *beammmms!*

Oh ya! I forgotten to blog out that i saw MR.TUAFEK TODAY! @ Jurong west's 7-eleven. He calls upon my name when i passes by him. I'm shocked,totally! I'm so gald that i finally sees him & it's been ages i last met up with him. So,i needa plan sometime to go back & visit him. :DDD I LOVE MR.TUAFEK! :D

Fyi,he's the only teacher ever i respected so much & i liked so much. He's really a great teacher. It's your luck to have him as a teacher. He's like my second daddy & i love him. & so does my Fivesomes does. :D We respects him a hell tons. :DDD

With much loves,

Felicia.t :D

Hellos. [ :

I'm bored now,bye! :[

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Oh,i'm back to post again,just now i'm uber bored,i don't know what to post,so i din't post much. I'm not better in mood & i've thought of something to post. :DDDDD

Firstly,in the morning,i woke up & set off to tuition at approximately 10.45am.

When to sihua's house & wait for her. On the way there,i saw Yuchen(sihua,sister.) Say hi to her & quicken my steps to sihua house,cause i'm gonna be late soonnnnnn! :O

After i reached,then i realise,she's not down yet,so i brought a packet of drink to cure my thirst. HA!

Sat down & waited for about 15 mins for her arrival. listen to 'Yang cong' by Yang Zhong Wei. A new song anyway. :] & then set off to tuition. Was paying full attention today,needa catch up with the pace of my tuition. I'm lagging way way behind.

Going to Popular tomorrow to buy physic & chem assesment book to do. I needa really buck up yo! Oh ya! I forgotten that i have tuition from 12-4! Damn! Four hours straight. Shitxz man! I'm so drop-dead tired! :{ Help me. Well,i'll jiayou,cause i'm having my Mid-year in 4 weeks time. It's neither very fast nor very slow. It's just in a blink of an eyes time. Shitxzzz! :{

Physics & Chem,i'm sure to flunk the both of them.

CT2 this term,i'm sure to mess up & flunk the entire paper. & damn i tell you,i'll be having my mid year chinese oral soon. Needa Jiayou!

As for CT2 english paper,it's just next friday. I feel like killing the crystal tan. She's sucha lousy teacher. I wanna change a english teacher! Damn! :{

Oh,i meet up with baby just now after my tuition. We went to houyu korkor's house. Baby,sorry that i kindda left you out alone while we're at korkor's house. :X I'm not use to it. Sorry. I promise there won't be a next time okays? D: I misses you so much now,come back home soon to keep me accompany okays? I miss you hell lots.

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I wanna go on tour with you next time. I wanna spent my everyday with you for the next following years. I wanna be with you everyday & night,as you promised me that you'll be with me through forever. You say you'll love me,alone. The things you gave your promises,you must fulfilled it for me. For i know,we'll last. I needa you by myside,everyday,to takecare of me. Cause you know,i'm weak in health. :[ I needa you to pamper me..

Stay with me,for very very very long.

I wanna work this relationship out. I wanna it to last,for very very very long.

For acsdfrfref years with him.

For,this is my biggest wish. :D

Fulfilled everything for me,thanks god. :D

For i love this boy,to the maximum. I LOVE HIM. :D

stop the jealousy,stop the quarreling.

start the love,forward to the future.

bring me to places with love that lasts forever.

With him,it's the greatest happiness i had. :D

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♥ Addidas Candy. [ :

♥ Baby-G. [ :

Ain't this watches nice? :D I'm gonna get them,up on my hand,yo! :DD Save save save dollar sign! [: I'm gonna get them,once i gotten enough money money. [:

Back home,dead tired. :[

Bathed & everything,& finally sat down to use computer. & finally i got rid of my home tuition,this will perharps be of some help. I'm getting alittle tired nowadays. Having headaches,on & off,now & then. This is so shityxz! :[

I wanna have new songs,i'm bored listening to the same damn old songs in my folders. This is so pathetic to have the same old songs,repeating over & over again in my media player. :[ I'm still waiting for Jungui to help me with the Downloading of songs,he's sucha slow tortise,definitely he is one,but excluding Mathematics. I know that he's sucha pro,but no need to like that one right? Must fastern up your pace abit,i'm getting weary of waiting already. Rawrrrr! >:[

Before leaving school compound,Aarron danced infront of us,well,he got learn dancing one okay,mai siao siao! HA. Then we're in class 3A,watching him perform his dance to us & kept asking us to join,he said that if he isn't wrong,it's 165 for three months. Like,wow! So cheap uhrs? Ha! Then sophia(My new twinny,yo!) says that she's considering whether to join or not,HA. [ : Jiayous if you join them yo! [ :

& also,i offically had a twinny,named after Sophia.Lim.Zi.Qi! [ :
I love twinny yo! [ : Do takecare while you're away from singapore,in malaysia. [ :

I'm so hungry now,my stomach is grumbling like .. ..
Okay,i don't know how to describe it,thus forget it [ :
Gonna shuffle my feet & get ready to grab some food to stuff my stomach full. [ :
Needa go,takecare & byebye! :DD

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Baby,you're the only thing i ever thought of everyday. You're always in my mind,constantly appearing. You're simply hard to be erased off. I won't wanna have another quarrel with you anymore. I wanna happy moments with you,not having sucha cold shoulder from me to you. I wanna change for you. I wanna feel nothing when you tell me about any other girls,i wanna not get jealous,i wanna just be the normal me. I don't wanna quarrel with you over anybody elses. But i can't be a human without any jealousy feeling. I'm a girl & i must have jealousy. Cause i'm a genuine girl,i have feelings too. So,please promise me,you won't do things that will make me jealous anymore. I really had enough of her,her,HER. I just needa you to make me feel that i'm really just the only one. I just needa you to rest assure me that i'm the only only thing you're always thinking of,& not anyone elses. I needa know that i'm truely yours & i'm somone you can never so simply chuck at the back of you mind,promise me all this will you? Don't say that you're afraid you can't promise me,cause you've dissapoint me upteen times. I don't wanna hear all this,i just wanna know,did what i always said being taken into an account/heart of yours? Are you serious about it? This are all what i wanna know. Please lemme know.
Baby,you're love.
I needa you know,you just simply can't be chucked at the back of my mine,cause you're so addictive. [:

When will it be?

Fivesomes! :D
I wanna Fivesomes outing TOGETHER,not more or less. It have been a long time since we last met already. D': When are we going out again? I wanna catch up those memories with y'all. >:) I miss y'all a hell tons please. I love you Girls,meet up soon alright? [ :

Oh ya,i fogotten to Thanks Theresa for borrowing me the Sugar & spice story book to read. I'm always so bored,thus i decided to read story books to improve my english. Heh Heh. :D It's been a 123456789 years since i last visit Library. Oh well,not that dramatic,just a few months. Few months is quite a long period of time already yo. :O Well,nevermind about it.

My english is deproving,i needa buck buck buck up up up! :O This is so saddening because,my english teacher in school,is the lousiest teacher i ever came across. D: I'l definitely fail if i depend on her to teach me english. I'll DEFINITELY FAIL. :( & i musn't fail .

Today's Physics & D&T test,i fucking got everything screwed up i guess. I cannever get top in class anymore for D&T,this for sure. :( I'm so depress because of this. Is not that i din't went to memories the formula,is the tricky questions that tricks you & will make you go huh-what-is-all-this-about-how-to-do? Sigh,wish me lucks then,just wish that i won't fail. That's all. CT2,i can drop the idea of having 4 A1s already.

I'm dead tired. D: I hate my cousin,he's sucha ass-hole. Questions he don't know how to do,he don't wanna fucking get his ass out of the chair to automatically ask me how the question is being done or whatsoever. I think i can kill myself anytime. He's really an ass-hole. If i were to be a teacher in future,i think the students are really pathetic to actually have me as their teacher,cause i've simply got no PATIENCE in teaching. NONE. Oh well,srop this topic,i won't be a teacher when i grow up anyway. It's not in my plan,so forget it. I'll be a photograhper instead. [ : Wish me luck yo! [ :

Alright,i shall end here.

Sometimes i wish i could survive on my own,i could stand on my own,not depending/relying on you. I don't wanna become anybody's burden. I hate to become a burden of anyone. So,from now on,i'll be more independence. I shall not rely on you anymore. I'll be more independence. [ :

Hi,i'm home. [ :

I realise something. :O!
My english is better when i post in Livej.
Why arhs? Hmmm,is there something wrong up there,i suppose not right? Oh well,i'm not going to tuition alrd. Firstly,i'm lazy. Secondly,the pretty friend of mine is not feeling well. So..NO TUITION LORRR!

I guess,i needa go back to Livej. to post alrd. Cause my english seems to be better over there. :D Let's see about it. :) I'm uber bored now. No entertainments,nothing! This is so sad please. :( *Give super sad face!*
I needa something to cheer me up yo & brighten my day up manxz! Sian-d.
Saw (fill in the blank yourself) while i'm waiting for bus. Seems so unfriendly & have those (fill in the blank yourself.) look. Scary. :O Nevermind,forget about it.

Oh ya,i realise that nowadays,more & more people are getting that zinc bag uhrs,why issit so? Hey,i wanna get one too leh. Ha! Lols! But..i needa reconsider yo. [ : Musn't spend money like water alrd,needa spare a thought for my parents too yo! [ : I'm lazy to do my homeworks & etcs. This week is a lazy week,hais! & Mid-year-exam is round the corner please! NAPFA too! D: *shag*

My stamina=shit,now. I fucking run 17 mins plus plus for my 2.4km run today. Very very uber lousy,i know. Cause i'm fat ma! D': Arh,whatever. I needa train train train,hope i don't it a empty one. [ :

Alright,nuff' of my craps,i wanna go off now. BYE! :D

Oh-pink-and-short Nike water bottle. [ :

That oh-pink-and-short Nike water bottle from Baby. (: Thanks very much. [ :
Well,he specially brought that for me,just to make sure that i do bring water bottles to school & to drink water everyday,cause i don't drink water,always the case. Thus,this is how the bottle happen to came about & i turn into it's owner,just in the means of time. Ho! I'll take good care of you,you oh-pink-and-short Nike bottle. [ :

Well,met up with him just now,he's kindda..okay. Nothing special to elaborate about,just mainly i knew that he keep staring at me like as if i'm .. arh,whatever. *stop looking at me laas,will shy one lehhs,i girl okays! :( * Ha,i'm kinddang yo! (:

Well,i'll be going to school tomorrow gonna ask Jungui to teach me Physics. Well,i'm sure i'm going to flunk the whole entire CT2. Too much bad occurences. Well well well,forget it. Gone means gone,nahmind. Forgive & forget. Easy to forgive,hard to forget,but i'd try very hard! :)

Okays,needa go off.
Bye! [ :

This naughty geek,bash! :)

Alright,i'm home! (:

I'm super obedient now-days. I've been going home quite early recently. Well,not for consecutive-few-days laas. But well,i've made improvement anyway right? So i shall continue this good pratice yo! (:

For the consecutive few days,i kept forgetting to bring/do my chinese homework. Something smiliar to letter writting. I kept telling myself Felicia-please-kindly-do-your-chinese-homework. Yet nothing seems to came popping outta my mind,reminding me to do my chinese homework! >:@ shitxz me pretty please! Rawrrrr.

However! Now,i remember about this homework thingo,but yet to start writting it,not going to do now. Perhaps later. I'm serious,weird. Mainly because i love a peace of mind,i needa silent place to actually absorb what i study & to revise or do my homework. So...night-time is still the best. (:

I'm that fugly me. I've scars all over my body. From head to toes. Real scars,not kiddang. & also,i've heartaching scars,this is the worst of all. Well,i hope everything will soon be back to normal. I hate those oh-you're-wrong-wrong-wrong-pin-pointing thingo. Now that the fact is,we're even further than expected(what i think.) . Things will definitely occure when we're trying to get closer. Will this all stop? Was it a curse or something? Freak man! >:@

Okay okay,needa go. (: Loves.

No,you don't know what he actually feels like.

No,you don't know how it actually really felt like.
why are problems coming up one after another?
why are problems coming up one after another?
When will it gonna stop? I just needa it to stop asap,please.
I'm sick & tired of it,i'm getting weary alrd. Stop everything for me please.

Well,today is pretty alright. Drop the problem yesterday & everything will be fine for me,definitely. BUT!That fucking occurances stupidly occure just at night. Like,fuck la! Why night? I can't fucking get to sleep immediately no matter how much i wanted. Well,perhaps fate doesn't want me to run away from reality that i've gotta face. It's really stupid to run away from reality,yet. It's much more stupid to face up bravely toward reality,mainly it's because,you'll get much more hurt than you could have expected. That's worst.

I din't rather not know or to came across that stupidly tag that made me , oh-you're-so-great! you-did-a-good-job! stuffs like that. This is so,oh-yeah-like-as-if-you-could-tolerate-it,no-i-ain't-that-great. Like..you understand? This is the stupiest thing i never wanna ever came across about. Mainly,it'd not only make me sad,it also make me feel so foolish & stupid,utterly.

Yesterday,i wish i could delete it away from my mind. Reminding myself of those "stupid silly stuffs" make me so, hey-you're-petty-idiot,thing you know? I don't like this kindda of feelings,it's really really hard to tolerate. Yeah,although i know,it's just a simple & stupid tag,but it somehow make my heart break into two big pieces. The feeling,it's like you never ever came across before,do you understand? & i hated you from top to bottom right at the moment. It's not that i really wish or wanna kick up that big fuss,i did try to control it. But do you fucking know how painful it's to acutally tolerate & swallow things down on my own? I can tell you now,it's uber painful & uneasy. I don't wish to cry anymore,i don't wanna shed anymore tears,cause i'm totally sick & tired of tears rolling down my cheeks,sitting at a coner,crying all alone like it's of nobody's business. It's the stupiest thing a girl can ever do. The foolishest thing you could ever thought. Well,i know guys won't understand sucha 'chimology' thingo. Forget it,you guys won't understand anyway.

This could be my whole chuck of rubbish,if you think it's. Don't comment about it,it's my blog,& i've got my own say,you're just , oh-you've-got-no-say-and-please-shut-up person. So kindly shut your ass up if you don't have anything nice to comment on it about.

Well,I don't blame you & stop blaming yourself. I've got up to no use at this point of time to actually repriment yourself till like you're not even worth a single cent when you actually worth alot in your parents eyes. Just because of a me,you critizes youself till this sate,it ain't worth anyway. Things have happened anyway,you can't rewind back time no matter how much money you had,you could never buy the precious moment you wanted back the most. Gone means gone. & now it's goes the same here. The incident already took place & i've finished throwing my oh-you're-so-pity tantrum,it's time for me to stop that stupid missy act,cause i'm no longer on,long long time ago. Yes,i may be a spoilt,but you can't change the fact that i'm one,cause that's the fact you can't change. I've already did my best,i've tried my very best to stop throwing my tantrum around nowadays. If it was in the past,i would have gone much more wilder than you could have imagine.

I've though too great about myself. Always i thought i could stop all those missy tantrums & being so wildful. Yes,i admit i do still have my tantrums & attitude,but i'm really trying hard to change now. Things ain't the same as i thought it was in the past. I gotta bring myself to the presence,out of the past. I gotta face up reality,although it's rather hard to accept,but i've no choice but i've gotta. I needa more time than anyone elses need. I needa more care & concern than others did although i always thought that i could survive my own without a single care & concern.

But now,you don't see the point of it. You're purely going on the way you used to be in the past. I'm somehow left out in your life although you kept emphazing ,i-mention-about-you-to-who-and-who-everyday-it's-true-and-it's-up-to-you-to-choose-whether-to-believe-me-not. this sorts of thing. But you never know,i'm at the back for your shadow,you said you needed me in your life,but i can't see the point of it. Yes,i do still believe you,& stop being so mean to yourself,it won't help anyway. It will only worsen our relationship. It's already facing so much of ups & downs,so stop all those self-demoralising words/phrases already. & now,it's not about promises being fulfilled not,it's about,do you actually take those promises to heart & do you actually really went to remember it,stuffs like that. It's not about you don't wanna give my promises next time round just because of what-so-ever reasons behind it. I don't want to know,i just needa know what i really wanted to know. Do you actually take what i say into account?

As i've said,it happened yesterday. & the yesterday which is 24th of March 2008,don't exist in my calender anymore. I've have been cleanly clean off my mind & memory. I don't remember a single shit. I just remember,i needa remind myself. I'm still the happy me,the Felicia Toh Ying Hui that nobody can ever beat me down anymore. I'm not the weakest,yet not the strongest. Just trying to put up a brave front infront of everyone. Also,i wanna stop being so stupid & foolish to cry behind the screen. It's the most most most most stupidest thing i could ever ever ever thought of.

Well,i guess it's rather emo emo now. Oh-no-i'm-not! I'm perfectly fine( i ain't sure if i'm deciving myself,well who cares!? ) now. I'm neither a skin lost or flesh lost,so i must stop those emo emo post now! Right now,this moment,FELICIATOHYINGHUI! >:)

Now,let the picture do the talking. (:

Okays,the pictures are all up now,you're free to cope(ps,sihua & sophia).

I love you girls yo! :D

Had a great day with you girls yo! :DDDD

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♥Stay close,don't go.

Yesterday was,all sorts of crap for me. Shitxz,i needa get a hold of my feelings,i musn't get so worked up over such stupid silly silly things. It's really stupid laaxz. Duh. -.- I wanna forget yesterday. Any kind souls,willing to take 24 march 2008 outta this month & year,& also to lemme forget about what happen yesterday? :( Sucks a hell lots please..

Well,i'm over at Sophia's house now with sihua. :DDD Kindda bo liao & random to actually go to her house. HA. Aiya,say alrd,bo liaos ma,so go her house make a "MESS" lorrrs! HAHA! Well,not really make a "MESS" in her house laas,just to go to her house & slack lorrrs. & yay-ness,that i've got not tuition today! Tutor needa stay in her school to have extra lessons,so i've double happiness! Why? Cause! I've no tuition,which means i can rest for at least hours 7 hours plus lehhs! :DDDDD

Okay,gotta run now,they wanna go & eat alrd.
TOODLESSSSSS! :DDDDDD

*Grumbling*
Stomach says : "Hey! When are you going to feed me full? I need food! You this stupid fugly pig! >:@ Feed me,feed me,feed me,feed me,feed me...FULL! *Beamssss!*"
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Perhaps it's time i needa have,to make myself stop getting so (fill in the blank yourself).
It's really stupid. & i hate you on 24th march 2008.
That particular day, you'r sucha let down. The promise you made,seems so fake & empty outta sudden & you sucks for that moment. :(

Today,i hope it'd be a better day.
I don't need quarrels in my life everyday,it's the most irritating thing i've ever met,i don't wish to get sick & tired of relationships just because of the same old reason,QUARRELS.

Hi & bye.

I've got nothing to poost today,damn fed'up >:@

Ignore me!

Shitxz! Why are songs nowadays get so sick easily? Tsk!
I needa change my blog song,again! :(
Reason being is because,i'm sick of the song alrd,although i guess i said i fall in love with the song just around,two days ago? Shitxz me manxz! :( Okay,well i'm going to put up nicer songs! :D

Damn,tomorrow is my Math's test & i've yet to sudy a single shit outta it! I don't know what chapter to study too & also,i don't know why,i'm plain lazy to study. Is it because of some reasons being? :( I don't know laas!

Okay laas,i stop here.

Toodles! :D
Goodnight earthlings! :DD

Hellos! I'm here,again!

I'm going out soon. To where? Going to swimming & then to jogging.
Ha.okays,POA today is kindda chim,but able to get some parts right.
Okays laas,i gotta go alrd. Bye!

Toodless. Love.

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Hi,i'm back! :D I'm back to post again! :DD Teeeheeeeheeeee! :D
Went swimming just now & i saw baby. He's having his swimming lesson & i'm just simply slacking at lazy river & baby pool with Pretty,Sihua. :D We were chatting real real real happily & i love it. :D Let's get even closer okays?! (Say yes please,if not i'd be so sad.) & baby came to find me at baby pool. Ha! Saw him & he keep spitting water at me! Roarrrr! >:) Then sihua & i stopped our conversation once he arrive,well,cause it's secret laas! :D Went jogging after that. Two rounds only,not good! After that two round,i feel like vomitting! Shitxzxz! This shows that i'm weak alrd & my stamin,no more! :( Nevermind,shall go running every week with sihua,& swimming too! :DDDD

Well,reached home,did all my stuffs. I saw my father's haggard's face,i felt so sad. I've tired my very best to not spent his money alrd. Sorry dad,i know you're stress. I'll be good girl. :(
I feel so bad now,tell me what to do? :(

I miss baby. :(
I start to love him even more! :D

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4. The fourth,killing boredem post of the day. Pardon me. :D

Ha! I'm back,again! The fourth post of the day,today! I suppose i broke the record,ha!
Well,blogging means thinking. Thinking means kill boredem,isn't it? I suppose so. Ha!
Well,baby's gonna reach home soon! :D Yay-ness! Hope that i'll get to talk to him on the phone later on. Weets! :D

Okay,aunty is bored too,she's watching Goong. Ha! Oh ya! Goong belongs to sophia.
& i've borrowed it from her for at least a year. I din't remember until aunty takes it out to watch it. Damn! I needa return it to her asap,after aunty watches finish the episode. Gwad! :El

Okay,it's time for me to turn in my bed & wait for his call alrd. :D
& i gotta go off now,needa let my Laptop have some rest. Ha!
Xin ku ni le,my beloved lappy. (Crap,i know.)
Okay,whatever,bye! :D

I love 5-somes,i realize that they're all artistic siol! :D
5-somes is getting our jersey made soon,it'd be a addidas one. :D
Mf.
Mf refers to Mashmelloweans Fivesomes.
We've [Mf.] placed at the first part of our nick. :D
I love fivesomes,yo! :D

Pictures. (:

Some random pictures i've

i've nothing to do,thus i'm posting it out. :D

Hi,sihua. My pretty lady.
♥ :D

They're my envies Love. :D

From left : Sophia,Sihua :D I got-cha! You can't run! :D
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Here's my 2 years odd sister.

I love her damn loadxzxzx outta sudden.

& i've the urge to post her cute & pretty pictures out! :D

Enjoy okays! :D

Warning! : Becareful that you might fall for her. :D

Here's a little twist she gave. :D
What a femine lady uhrs. (:
Oh,this is cute! :D
Her smiles,kills. :D
Ain't she cute?
She do all the posing for me to shoot. :D
Nice smile she had uhrs? :D
Okay,she isn't ready. Let's get one more nice one.
Good job! Nice one! :D

Here, she's my sister,my ♥. :D

Takecare & bye! :D

She smiles at you! :D

I'm sure you'll love her to bits & pieces,like how my
♥Baby did.

Ho. I'm uber bored! Any kind soul to entertain me pretty please? Tsk!
I'm just back home from my dinner outside @ Taban Garden. :O!
The place sounds so unfamiliar to you isn't it? Ha! Nevermind,forget about it yo! :D

Well,the reason why i keep posting is because,i'm so bored & also. I've got nothing to do,so i come here to post. Sorry uhrs. I'm really bored,can't blame. :D Well,my sister keep pestering me to watch barney with her. Fyi,she's only Two years old plus,going three this coming July the 29th. That's her birthday. :D Althought she's sometimes really a IRRITATER,but she's still my sister after all. She's cute when she don't irritates me or come fighting or quarreling with me. You must be wondering,how can a two years old odd girl quarrel with me,this fifteen odd years girl huh? Ha! I tell you,she does! She's damn damn damn good in speaking english & good at her ability of learning things. She asorb real fast i must swear. Well,after all,i just wanna say. I LOVE MY SISTER,FYN TOH PEI XUAN (FTPX) (:

Okays,i'm getting bored,shall go now. Bye! (:
I might be posting again,ha! Stay tune ehs! (:

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Baby,i'll be waiting for you to be home.
I'll not sleep until you sms me,saying that you're home alrd. (:
Takecare & i miss you. <333

Raining kittens & puppies,sucks! -.-

Woke up at 11am today. Supposingly to meet up with baby @ 12 noon to accompany him to Jurong west Stadium to take his Bronze swimming test. & then,i forgotten that i had tuition today @ 12 too! Damnxz me. Tsk!

After which,woke up & then send a sms to him to tell him that i'm unable to go. & then after which,i prepare alrd & then outta i went,to tuition. Shagg.

I din't have the mood to have tuition anyway,i suddenly feel like i'm uber stupid. I can't understand the chemistry lesson thru-out the 2 hrs. I'm only able to understand bits & pieces here & there only. It's not like i din't pay attention,i did. But however,i still don't quite get what the whole matter is all about. I felt so stupid that moment of time. I admit,i'm stupid. Tsk! >:(

Tuition was being delay by 5 minutes plus plus. & the thunder & lightnings are kindda scary. I'm so scared that the bolt will strike me(thinking too much,BUT IT'S POSSIBLE HOR!). & then i called my mom what to do,then she told me to either take taxi home or take bus to Jp & changed to 243w. Of course,due to laziness,i decided to take taxi home laas. *Big fat smile* When i'm almost reaching my house,i on-called my mother to come down to pay for me the fares. :D

Bath-d immediately when i reached home.I'm not the smelly smelly me hor! :DD
Well,baby say i've weird habits. & that's ,i'll keep finding myself smelly when i'm not smelly at all. No matter what,whenever i sweat,or after i sweat,i needa bath immediately,i don't care whether it's not smelly or not. I just can't stand myself being so sticky. Oh gosh! Tsk tsk tsk.

Tuition's speed is too fast for me to catch up,how? Shitxzxz.

Baby's going out now. He's going to Fo tang. I'm home alone,so bored! Tsk tsk tsk. Shitxzxz laas..
Okay,whatever it's i shall go back to my msn-ing with sihua & peoples. (: Byebye.

Good Friday,with baby. (:

It's Good friday today yo! (:

My good friday spent with baby at taman mac.d.
Had my tuition early in the morning,10am. This is a timing,where by,i'm still in my cosy bed,sleeping soundly like pig please. & yet! I've gotta fucking force open my shaggy eyes to study. What for? For the sake of getting good grades. Scarifice,scarifice,scarifice(continues my chanting.) it all ended at 12pm & after i had my lunch,i had my bath & went out to meet baby to study at mac.d (:

That squeezy 179,freak manzx! Wasn't able to board the bus. :( So had'da wait for another to come. It's lucky that the second one is kindda empty. (: Before heading to Taman mac.d,we headed to JE,supposingly to get his Ez-link card made,but! The both of us totally forgotten that it's Good friday,which means it'll not be open & we shagged upon reaching there,seeing the gate closed securely. :( Siand,thus train back to lakeside & alight there to take 240 to taman mac.d.

Started doing some works after i reach there. & that guy..i'm speechless of him. He hardly do anything,sat there & stone. Shitxz him manxz! Bite him today,ha! He's sucha irritater! Keep irritates me. I think he can't do without tickling me for a day,he'd die i suppose. He's sucha a pervert,so much of love in tickling me. Weird hobby of his uhrs? Say yes to me please. (: & then,i start to slack. Thanks to who? Thanks to that irritating guy. :D Reached there at about 2 plus 3 until about seven. Bus-ed back home with baby & then took 243w with him. Alight at the place where he onced used to always walk me home everyday,he wanna have a memorie flash back i suppose? So i accompanied him. (:

2008's good friday with him,& i hope that there will be more. (:

I'm falling in love with this song - Oxygen by Colbie Caillat. It's a meaningful & nice song. I'll put it as my blog song asap,why? Cause i wanna change something new. I've yet to hear anyone using this song as a blog song. Ha! Oh ya! Forgot to add. I can't find the full song of oxygen in Imeem. Shitxz it! :( So i'm trying means to get it uploaded into imeem,but i needa wait for a moment before i can get the codes. So,stay tune & wait for the song to be uploaded then. (: *Beams!*

Okay,well. I started to realize,i've got so much for physics & chem to catch up with. It's like having tuition,yes i'm having it. But it seems to be like,from the start till now. I don't kind of quite understand & yet,worst thing. I din't wanna fucking open up my mouth to probe the question. How F* can i be? Stupidxzxzx! Tsk,i've gotta buck up ald,FELICIA.T! :El

Baby isn't home yet i suppose? He told me that he wen to have his dinner alot & he's now at Gekpoh,oneself. Slacking over there. I wonder,where can he go to,to slack? Is Gekpoh that nice? No,i don't think so. Ha! The lousiest "SHOPPING CENTRE" i ever knew,sucks. Okays,whatever it's he promised to call me at around 11pm. & i make sure he does,if not i'll get his ass hot! *winks* Try me,not. You'd die. (: (You knew,my whacks are hard & painful eh? Heh heh *Evil laughs*)

Oh well..lyrics time! (: Enjoy it before you go,i'll miss you. (:

Oxygen-Colbie Caillat.

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feet
Like bricks underwater

How am i supposed to tell you how i feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby let me be your lady
I will make you happy
Never gonna leave, never gonna leave
Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And so i found a state of mind
Where i could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside down to a place
Where you've been waiting

How am i supposed to tell you how i feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby can i be your lady
I will make you happy
I'm never gonna leave, Never gonna leave
Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy for you

You dont wanna keep me waiting
Staring at my fingers feeling like a fool

Oh baby can i be your lady
I am going crazy
I'm never gonna leave, Never gonna leave
Oh baby let me be your lady
I will make you happy, yeah-ohhhh

Tell me what you want,
Baby tell me what you need
Anything i ask baby give it to me
Baby give it to me, give it to me

Give it to me, give it to me
Baby give it to me give it to me

Ha! Without me even realizing. Two more weeks time & it'd be my NAPFA Test alrd. *Horrors!* It've been so long since i last went to jogging/running & things like that. I'm so afraid that i'd fail my NAPFA test. Shitxz,i needa go run alrd.

Perhaps i'll be going to run tmr with sihua accompanion. Go jogging jogging. Teeheehee! :D Drain away all my fats,so that baby will have got nothing to say to me regarding my fats alrd. Tsk! >:) I'm targeting to drain away 2 kg of fats. & i think that's possible if i wanna to. :D Jiayous in drainig away fats. Ha! :D

Oh ya! I feel like going to work yo! I really feel like going manxz! i can't help but to keep thinking of that senstive money issue. My mind is all about ($)-this dollar sign manxz! Money money,drop from the heave please. :( Rahh! I want alot alot alot of Dollar sign notes. >:# & i don't wanna spent my parents money like as if it's just normal wasted paper alrd. I needa consider for them before myself,that's what i should really do,shouldn't i?

All the gadgets,stuffs i wanted,i'll buy it with my own savings or money i earn. I must know that,the situation ain't like before alrd. I ain't that "rich girl" people onced used to call me. I'm just that normal me. (: I'll have more self-independence over dollar sign. (:

Oh,Realise that there's alot of up coming stuffs. Well...

Jurong's 44th annual sports hit,was being held at Jurong west recreational stadium. (:

Woke up at 5.55 in the morning. Went to get myself ready & meeting sihua over at her house. Her mother cooked my share for breakfast. So nice of her mother eh? Thank you very much yo. (: & the vemicellies is pretty nice though. (:

After we had our breakfast. We rushed down to the bus stop to wait for Limbin & etcs. After which,we went to buy drinks from 7-eleven,thirsty eh. ): Then,headed back to the bus stop to wait for them to alight. They're sucha slow pork. :O! Ha.

Slacked for awhile,then headed to stadium. On our way there,it's raining cats & dogs. Awww,it sucks. Got a little drenched. Then we went into a coffee shop ,as the guys wanted to buy breakfast. They're complaining that they're hungry. Ha! & then slacked for awhile,then headed into the stadium. Shitxz manxz! My class is sitting at the place where we'll get all the raindrops drip on our heads & all. Freak!

& everything was held,then prize presentation,& this years champion house is Zhong(Red) house. Shitxz manxz! Where's my Cheng(Blue) house? :( Then we headed to swimming pool. Was chit chatting inside the swimming pools for hours while waiting for Jungui & weiqiang(grandpa) to reach. D:

Headed back home at 2.30,had my bath & everything & offta i went for my tuition. Was freaking hell tired laas! I fucking fall asleep in the bus & also while i'm working on my sums! :( Shitxz me right? I know i know,how pro i'm to actually do all this sio! Ha.

Next week's my common test 2 week. & i really needa find a accompanion to accompany me to go library to study alrd! I've got no much time left alrd sial! :( Chinese,clear! The rest! Especially,D&T ,Humanities and Science. I needa score well,if not i'm sure to flunk alrd.Study study study,mug mug mug.

Mentioning about N'level next year,i've starting to panick alrd. & also,i've gotten my goal set. I wanna be the top few scorer for my N'level next year in the whole school. Well,jiayous to achieve this results then. (:

Also,talking about tuition. Perhaps i'm not going to continue with the maths tuition ,home tuitino & guitar lessons alrd. I guess i needa let my parent's income to have a break alrd. They have many many holes in their pockets alrd. This is so sad upon hearing it. :( Freak,i wanna get a job laas! :(

Bye,i've homework not done yet! :(

I fucking wanna own that Sony T300 Camera!
Any kind soul,or rich handsome guys or Pretty ladies willing to invest it on me?
HA. What-a-joke! What a "investment"! Pretty bullshit! :O
I'm getting a little high over taking pictures on a random timing,random day & with random places & different people of different scenarios! Hey,like you imagine. Taking pictures of people's natural actions instead of a stiff postual. Which one will look more natural? Of course the one with natural actions being done!
Taking picturses to your moods. Ain't that cool? Taking pictures to suits your likings,ain't that great?
&&&! SONY PSP & IPOD NANO! I want them in my bags right now! Grant me that wish! Ho! :D

Okay Okay damn,slap me awake. It's nighttime & i knew. But Felicia! You're not sleeping yet,& moreover. No day dreaming allowed! :(

Shitxz! I wanna own that camera of my own! But,you see. I've got so fucking many things to save up money for. Everyday in life,you can't live without a single cent in your pockets holes. If not,you'll definitely feel so odd.

I've got freaking hell lots of stuffs to buy! What-a-materialistic-girl-i-am! :( Say,it's sad please! :(
& i swear. I won't use a single cent of my parents from now on to get things i need/wanted. I'll try to save up on my own instead! I'm a good girl ain't i ? Say yes please! Ha.

Sony T300 Camera,IPOD NANO & SONY PSP,here i come! Wait for me right there! :D I'll soon own you & get you stuff right inside my pocket holes! :DDDDD

Do miss me,bye earthlings! (:

Back-d home! :D

School.
Before heading back home,was slacking outside my class benches. Was playing/chit-chatting & stuffs like this with Cliques. & then we were playing around. & then,out of the sudden. I feel like eating Ice-cream! *Slurps Slurps Slurps!*

First time,asked Weiqiang grandpa to help me buy. & as for the second. Asked Yewsin,limbin,kevin,& garrick. But none wanna help me buy. They're so damn irritating,tsk! >:) But they are funny though. :D Ended up,yewsin decided to help me buy,thanks yewsin! :D

After which,went home.

Oh ya! I'm so damn glad that i'm still the top scorer for my chinese common test2 manxz! & i fucking improved! Congrats to Felicia.t! :DD I got 36.5 /50 which i improved 4 marks compared to the previous common test one. :D I gotten an A2. Shitxz man! Aiming "pa jiao" ! -.- I'm left with 2 more marks to get A1 you know! :( This is so sad,i know. Well,,nevermind. I did improve anyway. I shall jiayous! :D

Next week is my Common test2 week,which means,no more fooling around. Gotta buck up & strive for common test 2. Needa get even better results. Shall Work harder! :D I wanna go to Library,who will wanna accompany me there? Oh well,i wanna study study study! Bug Bug Bug! I wanna get all the worries & stuffs like that outta my mind! Anyone help?

Oh ya! I fucking got my handphone dropped twice today on the floor by two different people. This makes me wanna Hit-the-wall-and-die! :( That phone is going to last me for two years,which i guess it'd be hard in the case i see for now. :( Pftttt! Help me. I needa protect my Handphone from all the HARM! :OOO

Alright,i gotta go! Toodles! :D

I wanna wanna wanna get 4A1s for my CT2 results.
5 to 6 more weeks to go & it'd be the start of my Mid-year.
Okay,scary one upon hearing the arrival for Mid-year examinations.

I had my Chinese common test two today. I din't know how to write two words & the rest are all so-so. It's not very hard,nor it's very easy,just moderate. Passage are "Chimology",close passage 's word choosing are,chimology too! & i've got no confidence in standing firm on my level,First. I wanna maintan the results i achieve. But it seems like i'm getting more & more lazier each day. Gosh,i've gotta buck up more alrd manxz! :(

Reached home at about 2.30 plus. Went to bath & then switched on my computer to "type type type!" Hahahas! Well,that's my hobby what,can't change. :P
Bullshit,my physic & chemistry is still so weak,how am i gonna achieve the results i wanted? 4A1s & 2 B3 or B4? Damn?! I really really needa mug hard for this week alrd.
Will be having our 44th annual sports day on thursday @ Jurongwest sport stadium. Which means,no school. No school = no time for revision from teacher! Fuck! :( Nevermind then,shall study on my own. & i seriously need pick up a story book to improve on my writing alrd. It's like my english is going down the drain now. So sucky. Okay whatever. Shall work hard to improve on myself,because! I seems to have got no ENGLISH lessons for this whole term one & two. The teacher is so lousy. Tsk! >:@

Okay okay,gotta go. Needa find nice blogskin to change to! byes! (:

Alright,i'll try to update this blog as often as possible alright?
I'm so bored now,i miss him so much.
Hais,whatever. Bye!
♥Baby,i miss you! :(

it's dissapointment,shitzxz!

Please get the fucking facts right,fuck!

If not,stop all your bombing.

Idiotxzx,fucks!

Felicia's here! Scream scream scream! :DDDD
I'm so bored & sihua wanna me to update my post here,so i'll do it now then.(:
Had YESpic competition at AES.Fork manxz! It's damnt unfair lorrrs! Whatever! We lost anw,but well,it's onyl a friendly match only,no big deals. o.o!

I'm so bored! Shitzxz it!
I finished my tuition english comprehension passge & school homework alrd!
Tmr i'll be having my chemistry test,wish me luck yo! (:
& i needa finish at my vocab by tmr 3.30! Jiayous felicia! (:

Alright,shall turn in soon.
Toodles!

With love,
Felicia!