Random! [ ;

Hey! Just a random post for today,as i'm really busy with work nowadays, & this is a post where i DIGGED out some tweeny-weeny time to post. [ ; Hehes,tired! Omg! Oks laas,super random! Ignore! I'm crazy! Hahas,whrtevr! Just heck care me,& kindly ignore this supre ultra random post. [ ; Takecare! Toodle-oo! [ ;

I prompted why? Can the feeling stop?

Hey earthlings! [ ;

Just got back from work. Yeah,working OT today & tomorrow too. Yeah. & there came 4 new comers. Oh! :O! Some of them,don't even know what dorathy is trying to say. LOLS! Their english is limited dictionary. LOLS! Ok,i know i'm mean,but well. Who cares?! & damn,i'm so sick! Keep coughing this morning & damn cold. After awhile,i'm alright ler. Then working that time,headache like mad! What the hell! Then i ate 6 panadols. Omgxzs right?! Hahas,& you might think,why i so crazy,sick until liddat still work OT right? I can tell you,cause i want $$. Hehes . [ ; Ok laas,sound so money faced.

& then dorathy wants to go home,but that leader don't allowed her to go,cause she's last minute decision. So she was there complaining & groaning about that matter,Hahas! Cause zhilin gotta go home,& din't OT. So dorathy also wanna follow. Hahas! Funny! Then knocked off from work alrd,i sms-ed zhilin,ask him to help me buy strepsils,hahas,then my typo error. Then he called me. Asked me what the hell is that,hahas! Funny him.

He never fails to make me laugh laas. That fish monger,joker! Hahas! & then back home. Home sweet home. [ ;

Alright earthling,sleep early,rest well. Do takecare,& here i go,ending my post here. [ ; Toodle-oo! [ ;

Hi earthlings! I miss you guys tons,thus i'm back to post. [;

How are you guys doing? Fine? Hope you're. [ ; Hmmm,gotta work again tmr! yeah & perharps,going to work OT,with Grace perharps! Hahas. [ ; I love her tons laas! Hahas. [ ;

Well,not forgetting Gay also! I love her more than anyone else does ok! [ ; NO one can steal her away from ME! ^^ Hahas! & well,i'm sick! ;[ Fever & bad headache! ;[ Now the headache is killing me. I don't know how to cure it. It seems to be like panadol don't help on my alrd. I don't know why too. Thus,yesterday i went to see chinese medical doctor;place where i usually would go if i'm sick.[;

& then got back home yesterday night,went online & send grace all the songs. Hahas. & talked with Gay! I miss talking to her laas! ;[ Hahas,i'm missing both Grace & Gay now! Hahas. [ ;

Perharps i can only talk to the both of 'em at night? Perharps ba. [; & yeah,Gay & i decided to buy the same lots of stuffs together.

1. Roxy haversack
2. Nike waterbottle
3. Royal Sports shop's water bottle
4. Converse School Shoe
5. Addidas Watch

Hahas,i'm confused with alot of things. Gay knows it all & she say she'd help me out! [; thanks gay! I love you tons! [;

I don't want to be in this situation,where i'm so lost. I lost all my direction,where should i go,i don't know. It's you or you? I don't know,i just feel the safe & secure feeling with you & you never fails to make me laugh.You,you make me confused whether should i continue anot. I'm lost,Gay! I need you! ;[ I just wanna someone who'd treat me good & care for me,that's all i wanted,so hard? I don't know. I just wanna someone to care & that's so simple.

Alright earthlings! I shall get my feet shuffled & off i go! [; Do takecare! [;

Toodle-oo! [;

Hey earthlings! [ ;

It's been about a week since i last posted? Hahas.xD Sorry to all readers alright,din't update about my life recently. I'm working,that's the reason why. So sorry! [ ; Do come back & tag me frequently oks! [ ;

Hmmm,i've been working for four days at the factory. 40$ per day on weekdays. & 60$ for sat & 80$ on sun. Cool uh? But it's hard laas. I'm so so afraid that i might be sacked sooner or later. ; [ Cause manger wanna us to hit the 20 k target,if not. Thy're going to say BYEBYE,FELICIA! [ ;

Lols! Ok laas. Must wish me lucks oks! I wanna get more money! Thus i might be working Over Time next week. xD Hope i'm able to take it. [ ;

Hmmm,at first,not very use to the speed. But anw,first day of work,i did OT. & i manage to get 14 k plus. Not bad alrd uhr? Hahas. [; & then followed by 10 k ++ everday.xD Trying to get more!

Alright! I shall end here! Do takecare! Byebyes earthlings! [ ;

Hi,back to posting. Nothing much to blog about,thus i din't really blog this days. So sorrys. [;

So bored,went to watch The Game Plan with gay. [; It's absolutely a nice show! [; Yeah,The Rock. Yeah,he's cool & definately handsome! Hahahas,i mean,in the sense of handsome. Aiya! Just handsome in the sense that..shit! I don't know how to explain,just handsome. Go watch the show & you'll know. [;

& then she treat me with a lunch at Pepper Lunch. at IMM. Hahas,thanks Gay! [;

Alright,i shall just end this post here. [;

Toddle-oo!

Oh father,please i don't know what you want from me. Or what i should do to shut your mouth. But i just simply know. I won't blow my top so easily. I won't talk to you anymore. I won't wanna speak a word of you. I just simply hate you. Don't tell me how much you loved me,how much you dote me. To me,nothing's fo'real. Nothing can be genuies. It's all fake.

& i somehow realise,i don't need love. Neither family love nor friendship love nor chemistry bonding between a girl & a boy's love. I don't need any of that.Seriouly,i realise i don't need any of them. Don't ask me what makes me come to realise this..i,myself also can't figure it out why.

Just that strong feeling that told me to study hard,to study well.As for him,i'll continue waiting. But i won't let him know how i'm feeling anymore. I won't chase after any guys anymore neither will i accecpt any other guys. I rather to be alone than to have a partner. I ain't fit to be a daughter of anyone or a stead of any. So yeah,it'd be the best to be alone & study hard alone. [;

I wanna be the scholar.I don't fucking care who'd bad mouth me behind me or say i'm stuck up or whatsoever. I just wanna be the top 5 in position. I don't care,it'd be my wish for next year. & my second wish is to have him back & i'd know how to treasure him. & i wanna be alone. [;

Alright,this post is mend for replying tags. [; Thanks peeps for your taggs yeah! [;

Gay : Hahas! I'll try de. [;
Xinyi : Hahas! Thanks thanks! I'll try de. [;
Sophia : Hahas! I miss you too laas! Next year what class? Err,i not going on the 18 nov,is 10. =X hahas! Well,i'm back anw.[;
Cindy : Hahas,you're welcome.
Jun : Thanks! I miss you too! (:
Jg : Hahahahaas,bloodly ass hole brother! Hahas! never say earlier? I come back liaos! Lmao!
Xinyi : Hehes,thanks!
Gay : Lols! Yeah,thanks! (:
Jun : Thanks! (: I miss ya too! (:
Xinyi : Thanks! (:
Gay : Thanks! Hahas,i know laas. You wu xin laas. Hahas! (: Miss ya! (:
Jun : Thanks! (: Miss ya! (:
Gay : Thanks. (;
Xinyi : Thanks (:
Jun : Thanks (:
Gay : Thanks! (:
Lionel : Lion King kor! Lmao!
Jun : Yeah,thanks! I misses you too! (: Wao lao,after sihua come back,i go holiday,then after i come back,you go..wao lao eh..hurmps! Then when you coming back? I'll miss you like hell laas.
Gay : I miss you! Thanks!
Sophia : HEhes,thanks! (: Miss you laas! (:
Gay : Hehes,thanks.
Xinyi : Hellos! thanks! (:
Xinyi : Hehes,oks. I'll relink (:

Reply the rest tmr. (:

Heyzx! I'm back! [; Miss me? Hahas! Eh,so buay hiao bai! Hahahaxzs! :D

Ok,this trip is rather...

BORED!Can say,kind of fun also,but NOTHING much there,really. Yet mosqz,tons! Dang!? -.-

Hahahahazxs.Din't brought anything for myself. Kind of bored. & i din't really went shopping! Omgxzx! Hit my head off! =X hahahahahazssx! Well,i want to buy a roxy haversack laas.But it's too expensive over there compared to singapore. & definately,it's still the best in singapore's airport. World Class Airport lehhzx. =P Hahas! Cause! The toilet here,in singapore,is cleaner. [; Definately it's! [; Hahas!

Oh,mentioning about the toilet thingys. I damnt it fed'up fo'real! Damn kuku lemme tell you. My fucking cousin. That ,Darren Tan Wei Lun. I'm gonna whack him upside down lemme tell you & that chee bye grandmother of mine. Box her arhxzs!

My fucking cousin,i don't know where he learn to from,to peep at my another cousin,a girl. While she's bathing. & it's not that the door is not locked,it's locked & you know how he fucking peep?! He sat on the floor outside the bathroom while i was watching tv & my grandmother nagging at me,non-stop. He sat there with his game-boy & look inside the door where there's abit of spaces in between. & my cousin caught him. & he fucking dare to denied that he din't peep when my cousin open the door & saw him sitting down there & was panick-stricken upon sawing her standing infront of him. She'd have given him a tight-slap if not for him,being my cousin. She really will slap him. If it's me,i definately will slap him. & i did slap him. I gave him two tight slap. Yeah,two & not one. Fo' he deserve it. & my fucking grandmother. She's there,pampering him like sif ' he's some kind of prince or rather the king.

I quarrel with my grandmother over this pervertic cousin. & i fucking not happy & agreeable with her actions towards my cousin. I can fucking don't need her pamperation though i don't have. But please,by protecting him,you're not doing him any good laas please,instead you're causing him harm in the future. What if he really kanna caught by thr police & he've gotta go to jail. I tell you laas old hag,he'd blame you & hate you for his entire life. You thought he'll say thank you to you in future ?! No way laas please! use your old fashion minded brain to think. Or use your arse hole to think laaas. It's sucha disgrace to have him as my cousin laas.Disgrace my family! Nb! Shooooooooooooooo off aside laas,DARREN TAN WEI LUN! Don't fucking ask me anything,not only until you'vr change ok! Pervert! >;@

Ok,back to topic. The first day we reach there,we went up to the mountain to stay at the chalet. That chalet name Rajah Lodge. Hahas,i tell you. It's damn fucking cold & damnt big i tell you. The chalet is like as if a mansion & you can burn lodges inside at the firewall there.Omg,it's so cool.& then the next few days to shopping & then to another island to snookling. xD Hahas.

Hmmmmm,i shall end here first. Maybe i'll be continu-ing my post tmr [;

Oh well,i'd be off to malaysia soon. Yeah,just tmr! ;( & yeah,i'll be bringing my laptop over,so hopefully i'd have some time to online & chat with you guys laas. (: Hahas! Ok,decided not to sleep tonight,as i cannot sleep at anytime earlier than 12am. & also,i've gotta wake up at 4am in the morning to get prepared. Thus,i decided not to sleep.. ;)

Hey! Guys,tagg me often oks even though i'm away from singapore. (:

Ok,some random stuffs.Have been watching youtube videos about Jay Chou. Yeah, i definately love him a tons laas. He's so handsome so "DIAO" & so talented! like please laas..if only he can be my Husband,i'd be so so so happy! Omggz! ;( But well,like you know, DAY-DREAM! (:

Oks laas,i gotta go alrd,takecare oks! (:

Toodle-oo! (:

Tmr's the last day i'll be in singapore. Will you guys miss me? Awww,sounded so BHB. >.< But,i'm really going away ,for 1 week. I'll be back at 16 Nov, i guess i'll online over there (: Tags will be reply,no worries. (: Sigh,i ain't in kind of good mood nowadays. I don't know why. & headache is killing me. & i guess i've isonmia.

Gosh laaas. ;( Tell you,i have yet been sleeping early for 1 month plus. Lemme tell you,not only dark circles are deeping,eye bags are thicking,not only that! Pimples are popping out,like what the hell! I so-so-so-so-so-so-so Hate it! ;( Even though i'm like super super tired ,but my fucking mind & eyes,just can't simply close it or shut down,like how the computer does! OH MINE! ;( I really don't know what to do,but to stay up to as late as 4 plus 5 am in the morning,before i'm really tired to go & sleep & my mind & eyes are willing to close,if not! I really have got nothing better to do,but to stare at ceilling or day dream. If not,the least i can do is to listen to songs. Ain't my life bored?! Hais,i know it's super effing bored! I know i know,but! Teach me what to do then! Sigh,i'm dying laaas. ;(

Because you din't realise,i'm still holding on to the promises & the feelings. Like wise,it'd fade,never will it.Though we ain't having much topics lately to chat about,but i know that,my feeling for you,deep will touch you soon. Perhaps it'd take years to let you realise,but i've gotta tell you,i'd still be waiting.Boy,i don't know how to express out my love other than saying it out,but you might not like it. Thus,i've gotta hide this feelings,but yet,i wanna learn how to care for you even more.I just really hope,my birthday wish will come true next year.& like wise,i've decided to wait for you while i'll study hard like how you did & i'll prove to people around me,that i'll get top 5 in level & class. I won't let anyone to beat me down. Never! Boy,i really love you,i'll still be waiting.I just hope that you'll miss me while i ain't in singapore. I really hope you still have that feelings for me.

Posting again! :)

Well,woke up at 11 plus in the morning, slept at 4 am yesterday after a long hours of chatting on phone.Well,went to meet Gay at 179 busstop at 12.30pm. & then procceed to Jurong east to re-make my ezlink card.

& then went to gym after i've eaten. & then cycle abit & run abit. Can't run for tooo long,my gastric is real pain & my headache is killing me too! So i stop running like after 15mins of running. & then sat down & rest. Soon,gay also stop & we sat down & rest.Then home.

Forgotten to bring my key out with me & then was waiting for mom to come home. Sat under my block's coffee shop & wait for my mother to be back home to unlock the door for me. Then bath & then comy! (:

Alright,i'm so bored & thus this post is bored too! ;( Too bad! Gotta go!

Toodle-oo! (:

Well,back to posting again. Din't post yesterday,cause i'm darn tired & lazy to do so. Yeah yeah yeah.Whrtevr! :\

Alright,i went to bugis with mom yesterday & she brought me stuffs.For(?) I also not very sure. Perhaps cause i gotten my results yesterday & i din't manage to get in thru-train,kind of not very happy. Damn irritated. Pissed! >:/

Well,i hate hypocites laas,i just don't know why.Ignore me,i'm plain plain crazy & angry over yesterday's results that i've gotten & over some matters of issue. It's totally go to get me crazy. S-T-U-P-I-D!

Having headache now,it's uber pain. It's killing me,darn you! ;( Sigh,how i wish i can have goodnight sleeps,& not those awakening sleeps halfway thru my dreamlands. Worst still,i've been sleeping damn late nowadays,or should i even like correct it,should be,from the starting of holidays i've been sleeping at mid-nights,sometimes even 5am in the morning,when my father were about to go to work. -.-!

What to do? I cannot sleep,i also no choice,dark rings are getting deeper & darker. Shit! ;( Pimples are popping out. CRAZY~!

Well,went out today at 7.20,reached outrum for my dental appt at 8.05,was late for 5 mins. & then everything was super fast,being done! 8.30 plus,& i'm able to go home alrd. Went home,reached at about 9.45? Forgotten,& then helped mom to vcuume the floor & then went to bath & out to meet grace for shopping. Five hours straight of shopping,my legging were super tiring. :/ Chop it off for me! ;(

Grace wanted me to accompany her to her class chalet at downtown east.Agree-ed to accompany here there,but wasn't able to,at the very last min,as mom nagged & pressuries me to go home immediately. Sorry yeah,Grace. Shall accompany you next time. (: Din't really wanna go,cause it's all sec 3 & i'm the only sec 2 & they are all from westwood & i'm the only odd one out. & i don't know a single one of them,only Grace? But then Grace really wanted me to go very much with her,so i agree to go with her. But wasn't able to at the last last last min,SORRY! ;(

& then train-ed back to Jp & then went to look for mom & shopped at Jp for awhile & then back to Gram's house to have dinner. After dinner,i went to sleep for awhile,tooooooo tired alrd. ;( Gonna grow fatter alrd! Omg laas! I wanna keep FIT & SLIM! Anti-FATS! >;@

Okok,not in the mood to post alrd,takecare everyone.

Toodle-oo!

Darn you,fucker. ;(

Darn you,fucker. It's totally not worth it pleasez. & also,it's not like i wanna your money very much liddat. Go & thing about it. 1000 pieces($10)to 20 blocks of flats,which you won't know how long you'd take. & 1 block is like,less then a 200 unit laas. & you gave us 2500 pieces. & expect us(four person) to give it 1 pieces to 1 household,please laaz,common sense also know,unbelieve-able laas. It'd never finish de lorhz. -.- & it's like 25 divide between 4 person,which means,each person only got 6.25$ for hours of distribution laas. Lame-moz.

So pissed off,but well. Not worth to get so angry over this kindda of stingy people. So suckyz pleasez. Darn it. & moodswing came knocking on my door again. Sucks like one kind -.-!

Alright,fyi,i din't took the money from that person,the four of us were damn pissed off. Just treat it as a free service to them then. Money issue,forget about it then,i don't need his smelly & stingy money. Esp. to the wifey of his,so dao. -.-

Well well,not in the right mood to post anymore, & i've yet to eat my anything from morning till now. Pleasez,can someone give me food? I'm so so so lazy to cook. Oh sigh,i think i'd post again at night ba. Takecare!

Ciaoz.

我好累，我们的约定已变成了空白，毫无回忆？ 是吗？ 我希望不是，

Aw,today's damn tired can. Alright,Grace came to my house at 2+ & reached my house at ard 3 plus. Went to Jp 243 berth to fetch her,as she din't came my house before. Hahas! It's the first time i saw her,she's a nice person i can say. Friendly yeah. Hahas! I love her laas,she's super nice can. (:

& then,as she've reached my house,we started to find temp. jobs & started calling every possible jobs that could take us in. But it's like,however we looked for jobs the entire day,almost 9 outta 10 jobs we called,wanted 16 years old & above students. Like,shit please. So what 16? Big shit eh? NO RIGHT?! Wth can!

Alright,then use the computer for awhile,surf the net. Check out temp. jobs online,finally got one,which i'll starting work tmr. Oh,sigh! Tired x 10000! ;(
Well,for the sake of money,i'm willing to! (: Sigh,money is so so so important to me laas. Sians,no money,i can die. Cause,i've far way toooooooooo many thing i wanted to buy. & that's where money takes place! Omg laas! Money Money! Drop from the heaven please! ;(

& yeah,Grace just went back home. At first she thought of staying over at my house,but then,sorry Grace,i've gotta go to Airport the next morning. Sorry yup. Shall come over my house to stay next time oks! (: Hahas,& then i slept at 5 am yesterday morning. Yeah! 5 am ok! Hahas! Was chatting with Grace through-out the night until 4 plus am. Yeah,happy chatting with her. She's not as UN-FRIENDLY as she says laas. She's quite nice actually.(:

Walked over with her the 99/242 bus-stop & accompanied her to wait for ther bus. Yep,chatted along the where there & while we're waiting for the bus. & then walked back home along,with Jay's song accompanying me. (: 我不配. So nice laas,can! (:

Alright,shall post again tmr! & wish me luck for my job tmr! Do takecare & seeya readers! (: Loves!

Ciaoz!

It's gonna be 8pm soon. & perhaps,Gay is going KL soon.So came here specially to post this post for her before she goes sup! (:

>(!)P.S : Gay! Must take some photos of you in KL oks! Especially the pic with the outfit we choose for you! Must remember to miss me,i'm a must miss person oks! Hahas! Ok,sounded so bhb. xD Well,lucks for you over there. & have a pleasent journey over to KL! & have your roti prata when you reach there as your breakfast. Hahas! & lucks for your BGR toos ok! (: You & him are getting quite well alrd. Jiayous! (: I Love Gay! (:

Bye Gay! I'll miss you,definately i do! (:
Ciaoz! :D

我不配-Jay Chou On The Run.

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密

玻璃上有雾气在隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于

描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉　已经不对

我努力在挽回

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协

是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解

一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累

你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Darn,i love this song alot! (:

记得你，叫我忘了吧。你说你会哭不是应为你在乎。

记得你，叫我忘了吧。你说你会哭不是应为你在乎。
即使我配不上你，我还是选着了爱你，即使你叫我放弃吧，我也不会心软，应为你让我懂得，爱，要自己去争取，即使我得等你好久好久，相信我，我会等到那一天，你愿意在爱我一次，而你一次，也是最后一次，我会让你走。

Because you won't know,how much i love you so. Till the day you realise,i'd still be here,waiting for you to be back to me, & it'd be the last time i'm gonna let you go.Even if it's gonna take me years to wait for you,i'd still be waiting here,at the same place,the same time,everyday & night.

----

Alright,my mood ain't getting anyway better,how long issit gonna take me to finish the battle against MOODSWINGZ? Anyone,care to help me?

(!) P.S / Moodswingz,you sucks a hell lots.

Alright,back to posting AGAIN!

This post is specially for , Mr/Ms/Mdm/Mrs Moodswingz. All thanks to this Fab. lady or gentlman,whom came knocking on my inner door every now & then.Which makes me damn pissed off & seriously sad.I've yet to been so sad before. Today's the worst among all. All pretty thanks to this Moodswingz,causing every hurt i've got to repeat all over again when it came knocking on my inner door. Almost everyday,i've to tackle with this MOODSWINGZ thingy,& have a hard battle against it. Lemme tell you,i'm sick & tired of this battle against you everyday & night. Can you please,fcuk off. I hate to hear that knock-knock sound from you. It seems to be like,you love to enter my life during the night-times,hardly in the day time. Just simply tell me straight,why? Issit because,at night i'm all alone & i'm weak in my inner door,so you can tackle me easily & win this battle against me?

Now,lemme tell you this,you ain't gonna conquer my life yet,so soon. Never! I tell you,i'll Never Never let you win this battle,by hook or by crook. You gonna get it from me very soon. Lemme warn you this,you're gonna be dead if i'm gonna meet you somewhere in my self-conversation. I'm gonna tick you off. & whack you upside down.You're seriously getting on my nerves. & yet,you still have the chick to come to me everyday,aint you simply courting death? I'd never forgive you even if you turn over a new life,you ain't worth my forgiveness,some chick like you,i bet,you won't even ask for forgiveness. I guess,causing other peoples's inner door heartbreak is your greatest achivement ,or your greatest pleasure? I bet,it's the both. I gotta hit your jackpot. I wanna turn you off! MOODSWINGZ

• 无双
• 最长的电影
• 彩虹
• 青花瓷
• 蒲公英的约定
• 我不配
• 甜甜的
• 牛仔很忙
• 扯
• 阳光宅男

Jay Chou On The Run,我很忙 album's song! I've gotta it all! Intrested? Hahas! Come get it from me then! (: Add me ba!(:

Well well,slept at 3am yesterday,woke up at 12.50? I suppose,if i ain't wrong about the timing eh.Hahas! Uh-huh,then immediately i went out with mummy & aunty to orchard road to shop. Awww,it's super super super duper boring laas.Oh my,it's gonna take my life away shopping with 'em. ;(

Oh well,aunty brought two muffins from Starbucks,i tell you. It's god damnt nice! Oh my! She brought the blueberry & chocolate muffins,ate the chocolate one half-way. & my sister called that muffins - 面包，甜甜. Hahas! Lamez laas.& mom brought a ice blended coffee from starbucks too. Nice nice! (:

& back home only at 7.50 plus,helped uncle to go online to check on his new apartment & put him on the poll.Yeah,& gotten all the songs from my friends! Ok,i was damn damn excited laas! Hahas! Jay Chuo = Love! ^^

Hahas,alright i'll be giving out flyers next wed.at raffles place.Yurpps. 5 Hours in total,$30 bucks! Better than nothing right? Hahahas! I'm money money face ok! Hahas! Ok laas,gotta shuffle my feet & get going to listen to the songs! Damnt nice laas! Love it all! ((:

Post again tonight or would i rather say,mid night, :D Ciaoz! (:

爱你爱的快要疯掉，可是你一句也不知道。

It's Twelve plus,past mid-night. I'm still wide awake. Watch a whole lots of video on youtube.& listen to Jay's new song. Rainbow - 彩虹. It's uber nice please. I really love it. (: I'm gonna rate it 10/10! & the MTV,omg please,it's uber touching.Gay almost cried. Like usual,chatted with Gay thru the night. Night is falling fast every now & then. & my heart ain't feeling anything,just missing him every moment & then. Sigh,i know,i truely know..i shouldn't think of him,but why? I just can't help but to think of him. Is it my fault? No,it's perfectly normal for me to think of him. Yeah,definately.

Reminding of the past reminisces,i'm really missing it. I'm missing it every now & then,those times i & him had,those care & concern he showed towards me,i really missed it all. I really hope i can have it all back,but why? Why can't i deserve another chance? I don't know. Having moodswingz like,can say,every day? Almost? Sigh,i hate Mr/Mrs/Ms/Mdm Moodswingz came knocking on my door everyday. It's really tiring,i'm sick & tired of this kind of live,i'm really tired. Very soon,i'm gonna get worn out with everything,& give up everything in live. Uh-i sounded so emo now. But guys,bear with me,i'm only my trueself when i'm blogging. But well,bear with me yeah.

Hard to get over you,hard to get you on,back in my life. Hard to step a step back,hard to not forget everything we did,even though it's that little twiny weeny bits,it's still that part of the wonderful memories we spent together. & soon,i'm going away from singapore to malaysia next week? It's a sunday morning flight.& i'm gonna wake up like 4 plus 5 in the morning. 7.20am flight to malaysia,gonna reach there at about,9 am plus & gonna have our breakfast & then head up to the mountain which will take us about 2 hours journey. & then check in to the chalet.

Sigh,i wish to listen to his voice one last time over the phone before i go.Sigh,will i be able to get it? I ain't sure. I miss him saying that he'll miss me. & that precious ILY he said to me. It's all repeating over & over again in my head. I just don't know why,that bonding between me & him,i just can't snap it.It's so tight that i cannot even snap it with a knife,instead i hurt myself so.

Boy,i just simply can't get over you,please don't do that to me anymore. Accept my will you? I Love Ya.

Lyrics - Rainbow.
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的怨都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开 我知道更简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开 我知道更简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
RAP
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

Enjoy! Nights for the day,i ain't sleeping yet,sigh. Isnomia sucks! ;(